You are Immaculate

If you are a spiritual teacher, guide or guru and were unable to intuitively grok the dangerous nature of the experimental injections, let alone grasp the philosophical and spiritual ramifications of taking away another human beings sovereign free will, than I have no interest in what you have to say from the perspective of being a “spiritual leader”.

To my eyes and knowledge, there were only a handful of teachers with some renown who were able to comprehend the magnitude of what was occurring these last years, while not falling prey to the consensus state and the overwhelming propaganda that the entire world has been subject to.

The most notable of these living teachers is Eckhart Tolle. Others include Igor Kufayev and Vandana Shiva.

I’m sure that there are also many other teachers of some renown who possessed a deep intuitive sense of what was occurring, but did not speak publicly about it - save to say that personal choice should always be allowed for. This, to me, has always been the most important factor.

As a result, I have had to reflect upon the large number of high power teachers and gurus who fell in line behind what I now call The Great Deception.

If one was not able to sense the inherent danger behind the deception, including the serums and the agenda as a whole, this to me speaks of a deep disconnect from the somatic and intuitive wisdom that is our very birthright. One would think that a teacher of great renown would be in full possession of such wisdom. It appears that the vast majority are not.

There has been no joy in the process of reconciling this for myself. Many human beings who I used to respect have lost all credibility for me.

But the silver lining is truly a great gift.

This gift is the realization that I was able to sense this, along with a great many other anonymous individuals.

With this gift, no longer are we tied to looking to others to guide us towards truth, but we have realized what any true teacher of spirit espouses. That the light of truth is within us.

We were able to feel the deception within our bones, we were able to pierce through the lies almost immediately, we were able to sense the evil behind what was occurring.

And for this, I am eternally grateful.

We underwent a great initiation and we passed the test, when countless others were unable to sense truth, at all.

In spite of ridicule, fear of abandonment, and exile, we soared very high, very quickly.

We recognized what was at stake - and we moved to quietly stand in the name of all that is beautiful and true in this world, and in all worlds.

And there is still time for those who could not see, who could not comprehend, to open the eyes and to awaken.

There is still time.

But for now, I honor all those anonymous and exquisite souls who, when faced with the reality of what is occurring, chose to walk directly into the pure light of day.

You are immaculate.

The Erasure of Artemis

I find it fascinating that the relatively recent and powerful work of Robert Bly on the sacred masculine ( Iron John ) Clarissa Pinkola Estes on the sacred feminine ( Women who Run with the Wolves ), and even John Gray ( Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus ) would now be considered controversial by the new left.

It is unacceptable to say that there are intrinsic energetic differences between men and women, and that our sacred biology plays an important role in our life experiences on the physical, mental, emotional, archetypal, energetic, and spiritual levels.

From this perspective, gender is a mythology, a social construct that has nothing to do with the sacred and natural form and function of the human body, and we as a culture should abolish all definitions as such.

From the great work of Bly and Pinkola Estes to a total denial of these biological and energetic archetypal realities….

The greater question is why?

Pictured below - an ancient depiction of Artemis - goddess of the moon and hunt

Men of Ages

Men of the Ages

Never in the history of the world have we been so in need of men who have reclaimed their divine masculine birthright, aligned with spirit, upholding the sacred nature of the high sacred feminine, to step forward in deep integrity and courage in the protection of our human race.

Never before in human history have so many men and women simply lost their way so entirely.

This culture speaks of toxic masculinity

( which no doubt does exist ) and moves to totally disempower the sacred masculine, but speaks not so much of it’s counterpart - toxic femininity - and the inverse of the high sacred feminine.

The truth is that what we are witnessing now is the full activation of the inversion of sacred polarity and divinity.

Both of the great and sacred polarities have been purposefully confused and scrambled, so that we no longer can recognize the incredible power inherent within our natural and unadorned human biology.

This power has absolutely nothing to do with whom one chooses to have sex with.

The activation of this power has everything to do with coming into deep resonance with our natural and expressed biology - which is in of itself an expression of the sacred forces of life and cosmos. It has everything to do with the form and function of the nervous and endocrine systems, interwoven with the spirit worlds - and the very ascension potentialities innately present within the human body.

Women have been led to believe that their greatest gifts and powers are interchangeable with men, and have nothing to do with the sacred activation of the womb.

Men have been led to believe that their greatest gifts are purely toxic, and that their very existence is an abomination.

For what is it truly that communion with the cave of the womb teaches us, as women?

Does it not guide us into the depths of our collective darkness?

Does it not sing to us of the secret and untold mysteries of life and birth?

Does it not help us to remember the great pause before the breath - the rest before the movement - the dawn before the day - the winter before the spring, the dark before the light?

Does it not teach us of patience, compassion and nurturing, does it not reveal to us the mystery of it’s dance through the dark mystery itself - and the winding path that brings each girl into the power of her true womanhood?

And for the sacred masculine, whose time has come - what is it that your own sacred biology, in its highest form, teaches you?

Does it not reveal to you the straight and narrow path into the high sun, the pure light of day, the power of the witness, which is the very power of the godhead itself?

Does it not show you the way of strength and clarity, does it not speak to you of sacred boundary and sacred sword, does it not show you the garden in mid-summer - the full expression of our world for all to know and to see?

Does it not teach you of courage and self service, of the sacrifice of the ages that gives birth to the crystal light that shields us all?

Are not these arts largely lost to this world, just as all sacred lineages have been purposefully severed so that each and every human being lives in eternal amnesia of their own innate divinity?

The time has come.

Men of the great ages, hear our call.

Come take our hands, join us in the great circle, make your divine hearts known, step into your birthright.

The forces that rise now want nothing more than for us to forget our innate and sacred biology and nature.

Nothing would please them more than for us to fall deeper into amnesia, perpetual self-loathing, and hatred, born from lineages of eternal trauma so that we loose our sacred way, once and for all.

You are not an abomination - you are the great sun ascending over the dark horizon, Adam to the Eve - Ram to the Sita, and the true break of day.

As one rises, so shall the other.

The Fire of Life

In the most basic terms, the aftermath of the awakenings of 2020 have revealed the crystallization of the sacred desire for a simple willingness to allow for the existence of another reality, without fear of prosecution or exile.

This was all that I ever truly wanted.

I do not ask that others erase their reality.

I do not seek to control another’s reality.

I do not force others to believe my reality,

though it is true that I desperately attempted to share my perceptions with those whom I love most in the aftermath of the great deceptions - in order that I might protect my loved ones from what I felt and sensed to be extremely dangerous, above all else.

But this willingness to allow for the existence of another reality, which gives way to the ability to allow others to live life freely and in peace while possessing full agency over the most basic and sacred decisions in life - this was all that was truly wanted.

This was far, far to much.

Recently I reached out to an “old friend”, a woman I knew before the great divide of 2020.

We had a closeness, shared a love of dance, spirit life, holistic health.

Our paths had clearly diverged in the wake of the great awakenings.

She was one of the first to unfollow me when I put out a letter entitled “Take the Courage to Stand for Health Freedom” in July of 2020.

In that letter, I pleaded with my friends, family, and community to stand with me, to acknowledge the fact that these gene serums did not stop infection or transmission, and that beyond this - to force an experimental drug on every man, woman and child was wildly unconstitutional and totally immoral.

We knew that this was where it was headed, of course.

I received incredible blow back for this letter.

People attacked me for stating this truth - over and over again.

I understand in some way - the media pretended that these drugs arrested the virus in it’s tracks, though those who read the studies understood that these injections were never tested for transmission, and more than this - they were not created with that specific intention.

Regardless of whether they stop transmission or not, no drug should ever be forced on a sentient human life.

Now the world knows the truth.

I somehow had hoped that this simple revelation would have shifted her perspective a little, perhaps.

I had thought that perhaps the incredible rise in all cause mortality post 2020 would also have some impact.

I had thought that the terrifying and growing list of vaccine injuries and sudden mysterious deaths would have created some concern.

I had hoped that there would be some deeper reflection around the philosophical and spiritual ramifications of forcing one’s reality upon another human being and stripping them of their free will through the support of mandates and passports.

I had just hoped that something had shifted.

How terribly naive of me.

I was met not only with a total denial of my reality - that there was no war to speak of - that this was all for the “greater good” - underscored by “science” - that it was I who was looking for a fight by my inability to be at peace with this.

Forget the exile, forget the forced injections, forget the mandates and passports and mass censorship of opposing views and medical tyranny.

Forget the digital ID’s, forget the carbon footprints, forget the mass surveillance, forget the collapse of society at large, while we watch culture do a deep dive into the destruction of innocence, perversion, and darkness.

It’s all for the greater good they say.

Fall in line, they say.

She was completely invested in the notion that her reality has total and utter primacy.

She is the holder of the supreme worldview, and therefore whatever was done in the name of that supreme worldview, was entirely justifiable.

She could not imagine that perhaps she was the one who had been indoctrinated, perhaps she was the one who had been overtaken by propaganda and conspiracies.

It does not matter the misinformation that was spread in the name of her supreme reality.

There was no space whatsoever for the existence of another perspective and paradigm.

There was no room for dissent.

There was no allowance for variance.

I will admit that I fully believe that I am also closer to the truth, just as she believes I am lost in a sea of lies.

But there is one single difference between us.

And this is the most important difference of all.

Her side - and the ones that she has aligned with - will not allow for another reality to exist.

And that is what separates the two of us.

One side is attempting to obliterate and disallow for the existence of the other.

Yes, this is a war - though she and so many others live in total and absolute denial around this reality.

I ultimately left the conversation feeling so very sad - sad for her that this is her dark and strange reality - warped into virtue and her noble ability to align with the “greater good” that hides a genocide which she is unable to even imagine.

And so, again I am shown to let them all go on their lost and winding way.

Let them again attempt to dominate our world, for now we are armed with the fire of life.

And we will never back down.

The World is Changing

We are not here to pretend that your system is anything but a pretense for pure enslavement.

We are not here to make you feel better about all of the falsehoods you might believe, all of the lies that you have bought into, all of the poison that you consume every single day, and on every single level.

We are not here to pretend that everything will be just fine, that there is a unity beyond the madness that will transcend the darkness that is pulsating like a leviathan right before our open eyes, ready to take down anyone who is not looking.

No, we are not here to pretend that non duality is the answer.

We are not here to submit.

We are not here to placate.

We are not here to massage your ego.

We are not here to sugar coat the truths.

We are not here to bow down to the masses.

We are not here to worship the elite - including your Dalai Lama who had the audacity to tell people to fall in line and give up their sovereignty.

Who does he work for?

No, we are not here to do any of these things.

We are here to sing the truth to our highest capacity, regardless of the exile.

We never needed your approval.

We never needed your blessing, though this would have been such a beautiful thing.

We are here to pierce through the veil and say this world is not what you believe it to be.

For we have been to the other side - and the battle is real - and the war is here - and the light is rising high on the horizon.

We are here to shatter the illusions - bit by bit - with an unbreakable love and commitment born from the depth of our own fire and tears - that brings the true break of day.

And as more open their eyes - more will understand what we are speaking of.

More will come to know the horrors, and more will rejoice in Babylon’s fall.

Look high on the mountain peak - the great bow revealing itself for all who are ready to see, a vision so terrifying, so ecstatic, so beautiful, it cannot be denied.

The world is changing, and we are here to make sure she moves into her full and luminous presence.

The Flowery Veil

My grandmother, Kathleen Miller, was born on a family farm in a tiny town in western Maryland called Accident. She would share stories about wandering the hills of those green and magical lands as one of eight children. She lived on a farm in a different world, a world where all food was still just “organic” food, in a time before the great and deadly dawn of chemical agriculture.

My vague understanding of the Miller family was that it was originally a Mennonite family who fled Europe seeking greater religious freedom and the ability to live their lives in the ways that they felt called to.

The Millers were among the earlier settlers who arrived in Pennsylvania and then dispersed into the mountains, cultivating land and living in small communities. Deeply committed to pacifism, many of these religious people preserved their culture and traditions, despite the slow onslaught of industry and technology, and the agrochemical revolution that has largely destroyed our food systems.

The irony of this has not been lost on me, as the world continues to move into ever deepening degrees of biomedical fascism and surveillance. Those who prefer to remain an integral part of nature’s ways and web are increasingly being exiled, shamed and prosecuted for their differing perspectives and beliefs. No doubt, we are living in a cusp time, where there is a true split occurring. This bifurcation, as many call it, directly divides those who will continue to choose to live in the older ways, interconnected and interrelated with nature, from those who are now very quickly merging with the artificial world, injecting themselves with gene altering serums, eating synthetic and genetically modified food, drinking chemical filled water, using pharmaceutical drugs on a daily basis, and merging with the technological world. This is the moment we now face.

But years ago, my grandmother’s wandering heart and quiet love of adventure brought her to the city as a young woman to study art and dressmaking. Eventually she became a nurse and was shipped off to Europe and Asia in WW11. It was in the army that she met my grandfather - a notable surgeon from John’s Hopkins, John Smith. I never knew him, he died an early death after gambling away his fortune.

When I was young every summer we woulld make the winding drive up into the Appalachian mountains for the Miller’s family reunion. Large feasts were spread, fires were built, songs were sung, stories were told.

We would revel in the flowery veil.

It was a different life - one which I had very little concept of growing up in the city, but one that I felt a deep appreciation for on some most primal and intuitive level.

The larger draw in my life, much like my grandmother’s, was always towards the creation of beauty and art. For this reason, the city held a special allure for each of us, and at least part of our unique and interwoven destinies has lied in the creation of art within culture, away from the ancient rolling Appalachia, in the concrete forests of the city.

The irony in my choice to become an artist is that my very deepest inspiration has always been found within the grandeur of the natural world - it’s mystical beauty and splendor that shine a light into the deepest secrets of life and spirit. And so as I lived in the concrete jungles of New York for the bulk of my adult life - the greatest call of my own spirit has always been heard in the mystical realms of the natural world - it’s forests and deserts, rolling hills and ocean dunes. For me - the wisdom path lay in these earthly dances.

And so it has been.

But more recently my own winding journey has taken me into the blue ridge mountains of western North Carolina, along old Appalachia - those ancient mountains that once housed my grandmother and her family, and on up the lineage.

It was no accident that we fell into a community here that is purchasing food from an Amish farmer in Pennsylvania named Amos Miller.

Amos Miller is involved in the battle of a lifetime with the United States government for the right to make and sell raw dairy and meat in the old ways - the ways that his family and culture have done for hundreds of years, without the chemicals and synthetics that are now commonplace in all of our conventional foods. These are the ways that my own grandmother also knew. These are the ways of her Miller clan. Perhaps we even spring from the same family tree, Amos and I?

The tree of my own grandmother.

In December 2022 Amos Miller’s farm was raided by armed federal agents. He was Initially ordered to pay over 300,000 in fines - a fee that would close down his 30 year old family farm completely. But through ongoing court battles this fine has now been reduced to 55,000, to be paid over the next 6 months. The battle for clean food will continue far into his future. This, no doubt is the hill that he chooses to die on.

To understand the gravity of this - one must come to understand on a spiritual level what the preservation of culture, nature, spirit and a way of life is truly all about.

One must come to understand that we are all in this war now - whether we know we are, or not. For the human body is the battleground.

It is the beginning, middle and end of the war, and everything in between.

Amos Miller knows this, I have no doubt.

He has been fighting this fight far longer than I have. He knows what it is that’s at stake.

For each and every one of us is making the choice every single day who we align ourselves with by what we choose to take into our sacred bodies.

Every single day - we are choosing the ways of our human ancestors - the old ways - or the ways of the human machine - the new way.

Every single day we are listening to one, or the other, and each of us will be pulled more completely into the directions that we are moving into now.

No, I don’t believe in accidents.

I believe in synchronicities.

I believe in great circles and miraculous healings.

I believe in the flowery veil.

I believe in a wild dancing heart found in the the wisdom of the trees.

I believe in my grandmother’s tender hands touching mine, now but a memory in her long absence.

I believe in life beyond life, and the hymns of the ocean.

I believe in Amos Miller and his great battle, which is our great battle now - which is the battle for the human race.

And beyond this, beyond the tears and the violence that ring out every day, I still believe in grace, and the power of the human spirit found in every aching heart.

The old ways are returning to us, and I think my grandmother would be proud.

Blessed turning in the wheels of time.

The Great Fall of the Left

i would actually argue that the left was never the altruistic great force that it believed itself to be - that their were many subversions, distortions and manipulations to bring about what we see today, including the total break down of culture, morality, society, science and the complete severing of humanity from it’s spiritual root.

For when we deny the very existence of sacred polarity we are aligning ourselves with a force which would undermine the very fabric of the world. This is the force which now operates the new left.

But at least there was a moment in time when the classical liberal stood for freedom of being and liberty, above all else.

There was a moment in time when differing views were to be tolerated and allowed for, not censored - canceled - denied - labeled as domestic terrorism.

There was a moment in time when bodily autonomy was non-negotiable - and the thought of forcing experimental medications upon people would be thought of as pure fascism.

There was a time when the left stood for the working class - the farmers and the truckers and the factory workers and laborers who are not afraid to work with their hands and in their bodies.

There was a time when feeling healthy pride in one’s culture and country was not a crime against the regime.

There was a time when obedience was not thought of as a virtue - but rather a liability, when questioning authority was par for the course - and fully encouraged and allowed for by true liberals.

But all this is over now.

It died the day they assassinated Kennedy.

With the new left - none of these classical liberal experiences are tolerated.

Everything and everyone must bow down to the globalist regime.

Globalism is the greatest evil that we now face - which is the outright erasure of culture - individuality - beauty - freedom - liberty and sovereignty. And the new left is interwoven with this poison - the elite are bound to these principles.

Trump Derangement Syndrome was their Trump card - the card of all cards that would blindly ignite the flames of pure hatred and rage and direct it to one single point beyond all reason - and yet most people on the left cannot point to a single Trump policy that was so deeply offensive to them.

Trump Derangement Syndrome is a disorder - brought about by massive propaganda.

Meanwhile the Biden regime has been one of the most dictatorial and undemocratic in American history - but from the new leftist perspective - that’s ok because he is not Trump.

This is the logic used as a poor and shabby excuse to not look into the closet of their own incredible darkness.

This is not logic - it is pure brainwashing.

Meanwhile - the left has become the very head of the beast - merging with pure evil into a totalitarian mind frame that would move to erase anyone who dares dissent.

Their mantra: Resistance is futile - and mergence with the globalist totalitarian artificial beast is inevitable.

But they are wrong, because Spirit is real - the divine spark is here and everywhere - and nature is an ever evolving mystery that their talons will never be able to fully control.

We see the dragon, the ancient mechanical beast rising - and we know it - just as we know our own darkness - as we integrate our own shadow - bit by bit into the luminosity of its divine nature.

She is everywhere.

For the Courageous

There is a 300% increase in cancers, 300% increase in miscarriages, 1000% increase in neurological disorders….

We are witnessing an iatricide that is incomprehensible - that most people simply cannot psychologically acknowledge.

The legacy media continues to suppress this information - so that people may continue to exist in varying degrees of incredible and willful ignorance. But the lawsuits have been filed. The truth is on it’s way.

The truth is a beast.

It cannot be contained.

People are suddenly dying everywhere.

Strokes - heart attacks - blood clots.

All cause mortality is up in incomprehensible and unnatural degrees - degrees that are actually impossible.

There is a massive die off.

All cause Mortality is far, far greater than it was in the “pandemic”.

This is the truth.

This is the beast in the room that asks for our acknowledgement.

Only the courageous will survive.

May your heart be courageous.

Does this message feel inappropriate as we move into the holiday season?

Is it better to pretend it is just another year gone by - as our world balances upon the precipice - as the nation crumbles around us - as grief and violence and suicide explode?

Now is the time.

Now is the time for our acknowledgement - the opportunity to move into the healing frequency of truth and to rise into our human potential.

Now is the great time to face this darkness - and move together into unity - as we fortify our spiritual existence in the face of such incredible horror.

Now is the time to see the beast for what it is - and choose another way.

May you be brave - and may grace descend upon us all ⭐️⭐️⭐️

The Sacred Hearth

Until we can learn to be with our own darkness, we will never truly transmute the suffering into luminosity.

Until we can metabolize our own shadow nature, we will never come to know ourselves in the light of the divine.

Until we can dissolve our own violence, we will never come to know the tenderness of our own sacred heart - the heart of a child full of wonder born into a world of reflected and refracted awareness.

So many of us have moved through incredible trauma these last years. Our lineages are bathed in blood, our families are steeped in repressed grief, profound sorrow, and indescribable suffering.

The digestion of these earthly experiences is the invitation into the solstice light. It is the only path that leads us back into our divine resonance - it is the sacred spiral that takes us directly into the body of our own luminous and magnificent presence.

The invitation into the solstice light is the movement of remembrance into our sacred presence, despite the shadow that weaves its way through our blood and bones, and through our projections of worldly experience.

Our capacity to be with this immense darkness reflects our capacity to be with the light.

These experiences are interwoven.

A soul can choose to live in between - without ever becoming intimate with the grief, the terror, the suffering, without digesting the shadow of our human heritage, but this same soul will never know the profound beauty of their own spirit - exquisite in it’s making - sewn of cosmic threads of the most ecstatic nature - beyond space and time - pulsating with the breath of the galaxies.

As we brave souls travel deep into the heart of darkness, let us light the fire of the sacred hearth, and remember this great paradox.

Let us continue to engage this great shadow dance - as we come to remember who we are ⭐️

Blessed Winter Solstice and the Imminent Return of the Light

A New Mythology

The great stories of this time are not the stories that most people believe them to be.

They are not the stories that the institutions proliferate, they are not the stories that the corporations back and push. And, they will not be the stories that will be told a thousand years from now as the human race gazes back upon this epic time and transition.

The emperor has no clothes, and yet large swaths of people remain willfully ignorant, blind, captured by a spell cast long ago that warps the mind and disfigures the soul.

It is a choice to walk that way.

But there is another choice.

No, the deeper stories, the ones that are aching to move forward into the collective consciousness, the ones that will recast the greater mythologies of our time, the ones that will redefine our heroes, our myths and our legends, these stories remain largely buried under the debris of a dying civilization, a slave state that slaughters the imagination and cages the human spirit.

These great stories may be silenced, cancelled, ignored, rebuked, attacked.

But they cannot be destroyed, because the truth, like a shining beacon of light, cannot he destroyed. Though countless remain in deep slumber - a hypnosis for the masses - there are others who sense a deeper and hidden mythology is at work.

There are many who remember what truth feels like in the body, in the gut, in the blood, in the bones, in the flesh, in the heart, in the soul. There are many who are listening to the earth, hearing the stories carried on the wind, submerging themselves in the sacred waters, and warming by spirit’s hearth.

There are many who are tuning deep into the human heart, and in this sacred space of communion, our entire human history can be felt and known. And this history is not what most believe it to be, just as this time is not what most think it is.

The emperor has no clothes, but the true stories are rising to the surface.

The great mythologies will be recast.

The truth will be known, in time, for all who long to be part of her tapestry, and our children - the sons and daughters of the new earth - they will know another world.

Movement as Medicine

What does it mean to reclaim the mystery embedded within our blood and within our bones?

What does it mean to remember the manifest beauty of the human soul riding the wave of breath through every human life?

What does it mean to reconnect to the infinite nature of the human spirit within the sacred geometry of our divine genetic codes?

These experiences are the birthright of every human soul.

They begin with the most fundamental understanding that our flesh and bones, blood and viscera, and the very DNA from which we spring, are an emanation of spirit.

We are formed from the sacred templates born of her ethers. We are built from the vital energy born of her force.

These are the ongoing questions and practices which I engage through my work, The Sacred Body.

Through deep and continual somatic exploration, recalibration and release, we move to bring soul into body fully, so that we might experience the splendor of our earthly life.

Through engaging the elemental forces of earth, water fire, air and ether, diving into the experience of sacred geometry within the human body, exploring the developmental patterns through which we evolve, and activating the ecstatic nature of embodied movement, we bring ourselves ever closer into the divine emanation from which we spring.

Above all, we begin to remember more clearly who we are, in all of our profound beauty, majesty, soul depth, and grace.

A Sovereign Nature

As evidence mounts around the dangerous nature of the injections, around the wild suppression of important medical information, around valuable treatments deliberately censored by big tech at the very request of the Biden White House, around the fact that they always knew that these serums never stopped infection or transmission ( and yet the Biden administration continued to mandate and force them upon our military and countless other governmental organizations - even striving to illegally mandate them in non-governmental companies with over 100 employees )  and now - as more evidence accumulates around the irrefutable existence of the Hunter Biden laptop - which proves beyond a shadow of a doubt family money ties to China, of the now tidally corrupt nature of the Democratic regime, of money laundering, pedophilia and human trafficking, of stories so horrific that the truth is difficult for anyone to bear outright - many of us watch on in horror as countless lost souls continue to deny, ignore, and simply pretend that this information does not exist.

And yet, what I have stated above is undeniable.

The propaganda machine called the legacy media will continue to repudiate all that I have mentioned.

I remain baffled by such willful denial.

How can one live in such a state of repression?

How can one live peacefully inside of so many great lies?

As I have said before - no amount of evidence placed upon a golden platter will sway the mind that is captured by the tidal wave of propaganda and disinformation that this administration has deliberately implemented.

It is a total inversion of reality.

This is mind control at it’s very finest.

And this is why this is not a political issue.

It is a psycho-spiritual issue.

This is about allowing the mind to be free enough, open enough, porous enough, sovereign enough, that one is able to engage a basic curiosity, independence, wonder, and ultimately a movement towards liberation.

In order to be able to engage such experiences, one must be willing to continually allow themselves to release preconceived notions, to embody a beginner’s mind, to seek out the real questions, and to fearlessly hunt the nature of truth itself.

Anything less than this now leads back into the belly of the transhuman beast, a prison for the mind and soul - where there is no chance of true liberation - only a lifetime of continued indoctrination.

The choice is a personal one.

As Night Falls

As a dark night falls upon humanity, I feel a sorrow rising up which is difficult to put into words.

It is the sorrow of her remembrance in a world gone quite literally mad.

It is the sorrow born of a culture who has forgotten it’s young, forsaken the divine mother, and turned their back upon nature herself.

It is the sorrow born of a culture who cannot see the value in a depth of feeling, who cannot simply be with the rising truth, and who instead, continues to deny, ignore, repress, and assassinate her very existence.

I have felt it in every phase of my life, in my girlhood, in my coming of age, in the lead up to the birth of my only child, in the at times deafening anguish of postpartum,  and now - in the very heart of motherhood.

What is it to be a woman in this culture?

What is it to be in rhythm with the moon?

What is it to feel the pulse of the ocean?

What is it to hear the echoing cry of existence in the sacred sanctuary of the womb, where life itself is given shape and form, where ecstasy and terror become one?

What kind of dark spell is it to deny this monumental and great experience?

What is it to subjugate her very existence, rendering the most divine of her powers invisible, unseen, mute in a world of total ignorance?

Night falls, and I hear her battle cry, just as I heard it as a young girl ( though I did not know then what I was hearing ) while wandering the woods, communing with the subtler realms, in prayer to the great spirit, listening to her songs on the wind.

The Spiritual Warrior

It is vital that we begin to parse out some of the deeper questions around the nature of the spiritual war that we find ourselves in today…

This is truly a spiritual crisis - a great transition - one which seems to be invisible to so many.

Based upon the work of master Sri Aurobindo, yogi and scholar Neelesh Marik has taken the time to dive deeper into the esoteric origins of evil, and what it is that is occurring on subtler realms in this great turning. Much of this was prophesied by Sri Aurobindo and his partner, The Mother.

What he has come to (which aligns with so many of us) is that because this is a spiritual war, the solution calls for the rise of the spiritual warrior.

The spiritual warrior is born only through the alchemical process of transmutation, where one takes the incredible courage to dive deeper into shadow work and engage the ancestral healing that is needed for an upward evolutionary process to occur.

In this way and through this incredible transformation, we are able to perceive the darkness much more clearly. Most importantly, we are able to see to it’s root.

If we are incapable of perceiving the root, than we are incapable of truly transforming the nature of what is occurring.

This identification is crucial, as the nature of evil itself operates through co-opting and inverting that which we believe is good. Evil hides in broad daylight, and within our culture, it is often misidentified as a benevolent force. This is where we find ourselves today.

The shadow forces hide within unconsciousness, and grow through our perpetuation of ignorance and fear, which prevent us from identifying the spark of light and truth.

Most people turn their back upon the process of alchemical transfiguration, and continue to project their own shadow life outward. Because of this, they are unable to allow for any true, deep transfiguration.

This is why the inner work is most important, as it prepares us to see towards the seeds of light and truth, and then to act, in this world, accordingly.

Without the light of such perception, we remain in the darkness, often aligning ourselves with nefarious forces. Through such alignment, the spiritual warrior within cannot be born.

The Narrow Path

Doing the deeper self work is of the greatest importance now. It always has been. But now, in these extreme times of transition, where the incredible darkness has made itself fully known, where the foundation of lies which we have believed for centuries upon millennia are revealing themselves fully to all who have the capacity to see, where the beast lives in plain sight and has taken so many outright, the only protection that we truly have is the guardianship of our soul as we continue to humbly, courageously seek the path of beauty and truth.

This is the most important thing that we can do.

Guard yourself against arrogance,

Guard yourself against hubris,

Guard yourself against cynicism,

Guard yourself against the tyranny of the known,

Guard yourself against narcissism,

Guard yourself against callousness,

Guard yourself against the great lie.

Protect innocence, beauty, and truth.

With such profound revelations at hand, countless are going mad, spiraling into the darkness.

This includes those who are ignorant of what is occurring, as well as those who are aware of the colossal  monster that we now face - the mechanical beast which has risen - centuries in the making - the one that is here to eat your human soul.

We live in the place where spirits get eaten, and we must not forget this.

Countless are being consumed by their own rage and darkness. This is how the beast operates, it attaches itself to our undigested rage, fear, depression, trauma, no matter what one’s position is. 

Countless are being taken down by their own untapped shadow, the cave of darkness and secret knowledge that become the diamond of the soul when we empower ourselves to do the great inner work.

We must walk the narrow path - the knife’s edge  - where we take the incredible courage to see what is occurring - and - we activate the wisdom needed to enter the cave of our own heart, and turn the darkness into gemstone, slowly transmuting our personal and collective shadow.

Through such a path - we face the beast with the light of spirit - the most complete protection we have in this great spiritual war.

We become the one’s we have been waiting for, while the song of the soul fills every cell.

We remember who we are, in all of our beauty, terror, and magnificence.

The Upward Spiral

I find the truth - however painful and difficult to bear - far more liberating than the experience of living within a lie. Such a suffocated life is the stuff of nightmares to me, and is rejected on every single level of my being.

My soul would rather see the darkness - whatever it is - and seek to alchemize it into the rarest light - than to live a single day under the tyranny of falsehood.

When I feel the stirring in my gut that something does not have the ring of truth, I have no interest in pretending it to be so. When I sense the tingling through my skin that something is a lie, I listen immediately, and I go deeper into that sensation.

My only interest when I sense such a thing is to move into understanding the actuality of what is occurring. My only interest is to move towards the seed of truth.

I go after the truth with a ferocity that I must admit - has gotten me into trouble. I’m learning how to temper that movement. I’m learning, too, that not everyone ( in fact very few ) actually want to live within truth.

Most people seem to want to live in various states of continuous and perpetual denial.

I understand, in some way.

The truth of what is occurring is dark, indeed.

And now we have a whole culture that continually perpetuates living within a lie, through various states of total and utter denial. Our entire culture is dedicated to the perpetuation of denial, where our true shadow is never engaged, while most populations skirt around the essence of what it is that we are moving through.

Through this massive and ongoing denial, the life of the spirit is slaughtered. It is a slow slaughtering - so slow - that most people are not even aware that it is occurring.

Yes, you can fit into the deranged structures of this world, it is convenient, but is it wise?

Will it really bring your soul where it is that you want to go?

Do you even know where that place is?

Do you even have the desire to know?

The world begins when we seek truth, however horrible it might be.

It is only then that true liberation is possible, as one consciously is able to bring themselves - step by step, rung by rung - into the upward spiral.

The Spiral Path of Truth

I love Mother Earth.

She is the church that I worship in every day when I walk her sacred lands, she is the place where I go to drop to my knees in sorrow and grief, it is her harmony and beauty that I align with and emulate in everything that I seek to create.

Our human abuse of HER is very real, and I stand with all who seek to protect HER and honor HER immaculate wisdom.

But, I also understand that the “climate crisis” is being used. Perhaps everything that they say is not actually true? Perhaps the dark solutions that they put forth - big agriculture - blocking out the sun - eating bugs - are not the way?

They will never assist in moving us back into abiding alignment with her wisdom and her cycles.

I honor all human life.

It is a reflection of the majesty of nature - which is the blueprint of spirit herself. This divine energy flows through every single human being - regardless of race, gender, ethnicity, religion, political or sexual persuasion.

But I also recognize that the solutions that are being propagated for any real issues that might exist around these topics within the sickness of our culture - are not viable.

They are illogical and profoundly damaging.

To disallow other human perspectives of reality around such deep core issues will never be a real solution. To support and to act with violence against other human beings who have a different perception of nature and the cosmos is a movement of ignorance, darkness, and undigested shadow, and will never be otherwise. All forces who act in such violence align themselves with the nature of evil itself, and perpetuate the downward spiral of divide and conquer.

If we are not truly capable of nuanced thought in this incredible time, it is easy to succumb to the psychological war that is being waged upon us, daily.

One might side easily then side with the darkness of war, violence, big pharma, big agriculture, big government, and mistakingly believe that such forces are here for our benefit, just because they tell us so.

They are not.

They are here for their own.

The only way out is through, and the only way through is with fierce love, deep courage, and a hunger for truth.

Truth is revealed through it’s active seeking, and is far more nuanced than most people Ike to admit in our day and age.

All else is a mirage, a veil woven for enslavement, and the easy road that leads nowhere.

No, the road to true freedom is the spiral path, more intricate and winding than this dead culture can imagine.

Those who follow this path - ready for true freedom - they are the ones who lead the way.

If you must follow anyone at all - follow the truth seekers.

Follow the sovereign.

The Lost Generation

We were always the dark horse generation - wedged between the boomers and the millennials - two massive age groups which have largely played off one another other, reflecting and refracting there resonances and differences. 

I have always known there was a special calling for our generation. I could hear it in my bones, it sung to me when I entered into the dreamworlds, I felt it as I moved towards adulthood. Moody and misunderstood, emotional and deeply humanistic, creative and wandering, ever seeking the depths of truth, our generation was born lost to this civilization in order that we might experience and reveal the power of this great time. 

We were the last generation to grow up without the total onslaught of technology and pharmaceutical intervention, and this is the most important difference. This difference - this incredible hand of fate - was that which kept us wild - untethered to their arm of total manipulation and control. Yes, there were still video games and television and drugs. But this was before every child had an iPad. This was before the talons of evil could fully infiltrate and possess the mind of the innocent, silently, unknowingly and subversively.

Now, most children barely have a chance.

I weep for them. 

Along side our older millennial cohorts, we still played outside freely. We wandered the streets - mostly without adults - because much of our lives were lived without parental presence and guidance. We were the latchkey generation. Our adolescence was spent diving into dark alleys - because, after all, we lived inside of a meaningless culture. We wanted something deeper, something wilder, something true, something that this culture could never provide for us. Ever seeking, we knew in our hearts what we were looking for, though it was hard to explain or to express. We knew that it did not exist within the confines of this inverted reality. 

Wandering through shadows and haze, darkness became our friend, and we were at all times suspect of authority, suspect of all massive systems of control, and suspect of all forms of manipulation which would seek to chain and subordinate the human spirit. 

We were openly defiled and largely forgotten, while we moved to fulfill our dreams, our destinies, with unassuming dedication and a quiet radiance that never asked for the limelight. The media, after all, openly condemned us for decades. We were, in the eyes of this civilization, a lost cause.

The boomers, attached to their legacy, are largely incapable of seeing what is occurring. The chain to such perceived greatness blindfolds one to the realities which are unfolding today, and the ways in which history was manipulated. The millennials were the first generation to fully endure the roots of a massive psychological warfare over their beautiful hearts, minds, and bodies, via all forms of media manipulation and pharmaceutical interventions. And those in the Gen Z have been subject to an attempted psychical and mental indoctrination the likes of which we may have never seen before. My heart breaks for them, and when they awaken - as many of them will - there will be hell to pay. We will be there for them with open arms. 

And so here we are.It is the lost generation, along side our older millennial comrades, who lead the charge to gently dismantle the beast of this illegitimate and dangerous system. We never wanted this job, or at least we thought we did not. We wanted to be left alone. Because of this, we remain unassuming leaders, self-effacing and ever second guessing our place - which naturally gives way to an underlying humility, and ability to question. Spiritual warriors of the dark age, the age of Kali Yuga, we came for this time, make no mistake. 

Our unique birth, prior to the age of full technological and biomedical warfare, was a great blessing, as we were not subject to the full hand of their manipulation. Where most are incapable of seeing the holographic web that has been woven before our very eyes - creating a holding prison for the soul - many of us see it quite naturally. With this great blessing comes a great responsibility.  

This is not to say that there are not others across all generations who are awake, and who step forward as the visionary guides of our time, daring to move against the grain and to begin to embody the new earth frequencies that are rising. These incredible human souls are scattered through all decades of life in are current times, and they are powerful. I bow to every - single - one. 

But it is the lost generation who largely bears  the great honor, and the burden, of this epic time. 

As we come of full age, and into our visionary potential as a generation, we see very clearly what it is that is needed in this monumental moment of epic transition.

And so we rise, we sing, we cry to the heavens : we are here, we are here, we are here.

And we will not walk quietly into the night. 

She has risen, and she is beautiful. 

Our children will know what it is to truly be free. 

And so it is. 

The World is Changing ( an eclipse hymn )

Are you able to change along with it, or are you collapsing under the weight of it’s stagnation?

What was once true, is no longer.

Are you able to shift with the seasons of truth, or are you tied to what has now become falsehood? 

A new paradigm is being birthed. 

Are you able to hear it’s song, or do you only hear the echo of what has been?

Oh awakening heart,

Oh golden dream I hear in my child’s voice,

Oh shattering wave,

Wash clean the darkness, the ignorance, 

the shadow

So that we might feel the radiance of all that could be. 

Help us to remember the beauty in innocence

The pure necessity of freedom 

The wisdom of nature.

For our children, for the sacred tomorrow, for the dawn of a new day, a new epoch, a new earth. 

Let Truth Rise

People don’t want to look at truth because it becomes entirely inconvenient.

Who wants to be cast out of their family and social circles for questioning the mainstream narratives of the day?

Who wants to be subject to the bullying and the belittling that occur when one begins to question the hypocritical foundations of the new left?

Who wants to be called racist, sexist, transphobic, a TERF feminist, a fascist, and any of the other wrongful and ridiculous slurs that move along with the new left fabric-of-being?

Who wants to be censored and cancelled, hated and ostracized by those who they used to call friend.

In this inverted reality, it should be a badge of honor to move forward and endure such stupidity.

Those who are not able to sort through the mess of lies that we have been fed will attack you, for they have become the minions of the state.

They will call you names, they will exile you, they will defend their position - based upon falsehood and inversion - at all coast.

To do otherwise would destroy their fragile reality.

They will defend war, forced injections, castration and mutilation of children, late term abortion, open boarders when we are in crisis at home. They will defend defunding the police and the violence that ensued under the BLM reign of terror where dozens were murdered, senselessly.

They will defend all of it, and so much more - because they refuse to engage the wave of truth that has risen.

Things are not what they appear to be.

They refuse to engage this fundamental truth with grace, with love, with curiously, and with the most basic humility.

Don’t be afraid to be cancelled.

Find your people.

Find the ones who are open to dialogue - to decency - to truth.

Those that defend and believe in the atrocities above, let them go on their lost, winding, and violent way.

Let truth rise.

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