The Spiritual Dimension of Illness

I have been gifted with relatively good health for most of my life. But after I had my son, I have gone through numerous health crisis’s and passages. My intuition is that I have asked a great deal of my body throughout the course of my life. As a dancer, I pushed myself towards the extreme for more than two decades. My body became the instrument of my soul calling and longing - expressing both the ecstasy and the anguish that is housed within it.

Coupling this with unresolved childhood and ancestral trauma - and after the birth of my son - it was as if my body just said no. I can no longer put her on an extreme schedule, I can no longer push her into extreme experiences. The delicacy, the sensitivity, the vulnerability which were part of my initial makeup have multiplied these last years - creating a complete reorientation for myself as I move entirely into the healing realms.

It is as if my soul said - it is time.

It is time to stop running, it is time to stop pretending, it is time to stop pushing, it is time to stop demanding. It is time to listen deeply to the sorrow, it is time to tend to the trauma more directly, it is time to embrace entirely the healing path - and to merge with spirit fully.

It is time to remember more deeply who you are, it is time to work entirely from the level of spirit, it is time to stop pretending that you ever fit in with the structures of this world. This has only been reinforced by our current world situation.

This excruciating and exquisite release, coupled with the embrace of motherhood, has been a total metamorphosis of being which is ongoing and unrelenting. It has brought me closer into the reality that every single illness has a profound spiritual dimension. And it is this dimension which is far more powerful than all others. Every illness is an opportunity to purge, to release, to reconfigure, to reconnect, and most of all - to remember. Every illness is a call back, back, back into the sacred nature of your own being and the miraculous experience of your own heart and spirit.

To all those suffering with these afflictions - give yourself the permission needed to weep today. Give yourself the gift of your own undivided compassion. Give yourself the love that you were not properly given. For you may have been abandoned by others - as so many souls have been - but - we do not need to abandon ourselves. You are seen, your cry is heard, and you are loved.

Blessed Holy Days

Blessed Be

Blessed Return of the Light — Engaging The Tree of Life —

As we prepare for the return of the light, our prayer is that all hearts and minds are illuminated now.

What we witness in front of us as the witch hunt is deliberately intensified is nothing less then a war of wars against the very heart of humanity. We have tried in all ways to help shed light upon this Great War for all those willing to see.

But many want to enslave themselves to a regime and to an ideology built of hungry ghosts. Many willingly encase themselves in a prison of terror — slaves in a system that would devour our children whole.

We may not agree on how we want to live our lives, but we all should agree that the very ground of illumination is free will. Far too many seem incapable of understanding this most basic golden truth now.

As we plunge deeper into the spiritual war at hand, may we remember again our shared humanity — may we cease to attempt to control the stranger — and may we learn to live with one another in a world that is built through pillars of beauty, truth and ongoing transformation — the very material of the nature of the tree of life itself. Let us honor the ever shifting splendor of this world - allowing for freedom of being and freedom of choice — despite what the dark overlords declare. And let us let the mind be opened by the most sacred process of transmutation that every soul has the possibility to engage.

Blessed Winter Solstice and the great return of the light.

We are rising ✨✨✨

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Some of us Remember

People are angry at those who have the courage to speak truth to power, when they really should be angry at the systems of indoctrination and oppression which have attempted to deceive us all.

It is a completely misguided fury which aligns those lost Souls with the oppressors.

But some of us remember what truth feels like in the body.

Some of us remember our sacred inter-relationship with nature and will never forsake her.

Some of us remember that matter emanates from spirit - and not the reverse.

Some of us remember what it is to honor another human beings bodily autonomy and choices - for that is a sacred barrier that no one should have the arrogance to cross.

Some of us remember that the truths of this civilization do not align with the natural and sacred order of the cosmos, and so we will not pretend that those truths are our truths.

We are here to help every Soul remember the beauty and divinity of its own divine origin, and the true freedom that is our birthright.

The Undigested Shadow - Psychology of Blue Totalitarianism

It’s been almost a year now since Biden and Harris rode in on their white horse of social justice, and set upon us a blue totalitarian rule the likes of which the United States of America has never seen. It’s been almost a year now since people were dancing in the streets - celebrating the supposed return of democracy - chanting in lockstep, while so many of us watched on in grief and horror knowing what was to come. And still, a year later, there remains far too many who are completely unable to comprehend what is actually occurring.

Under the guise of their health emergency, they have implemented a medical apartheid that is unprecedented. They have forced mass swaths of human beings to betray themselves, to take action against their own will and better judgement, so that they might participate in society, so that they might feed their family, so that they might continue to receive their health benefits, so that they do not become homeless - and they have the gall to call this incredible manipulation Justice.

We understand that the red and the blue are truly two wings of the same bird - but the blue wing receives the special honor of still believing themselves to be deeply superior and immune from criticism and the truth. They still believe that their party is fighting for them - as they throw under the bus huge parts of the population - a great deal of them being African Americans who have the spiritual sight to refuse to comply with this blue dictatorship.

The irony is so thick.

This incredible denial and profound cognitive dissonance rooted in trauma bonding and sheer ignorance also reveals an arrogance and a hubris that is staggering. It takes a deep humility to have the strength of character to look at these atrocities - and they are atrocities - and come to admit that at least on some level there has been wild deception and misguidance. I have experienced very few people who possess this power, grace and humility. Most simply look the other way.

Instead - silence has descended as blue totalitarianism takes deeper root in New York and California, in Oregon, New Mexico and Connecticut. The attack and ridicule seekers of truth are used to experiencing has only intensified as this blue totalitarian set doubles down on denial and hubris - justifying segregation and ignoring the consequences of the destruction of our constitutional rights.

In witnessing this mass formation, this mass denial and intense arrogance, I am struck by how pervasive it is. The sense of superiority is deeply overwhelming, the complete unwillingness to reconfigure the consciousness - especially in the face of these atrocities, is disturbing beyond measure. The complete lack of compassion and humility by a group of people who believe themselves to be social justice warriors is truly incredible.

It’s a dark reality to bear witness to - the undigested shadow of humanity - as these people continue to dance on in the streets - incapable of seeing the incredible suffering that has been ushered in by their blue dictators.

We cannot save those whose eyes are closed, whose heart is hardened, whose spiritual life has been hijacked. We can only move forward and free ourselves.

The Free States

It’s an incredible experience to have the ability to wander some during this time through the United States. Each place, territory, space is relating to the narratives in entirely different ways. Every time I move into a state which is embodying the live and let live consciousness - whose approach to lockdowns and mandates and passports is to allow human beings to have the freedom to choose the way of life that they see fit - I feel entirely liberated.

It shines a further light on the blue totalitarianism at play - the fear and the paranoia and the fascism literally hanging in the air. The blue territories are deep in the enslavement mind state. It is completely palpable - the wild sense of oppression and repression within the taste of the air.

It is entirely suffocating and difficult to psychically thrive in such a place.

Many in the blue seem to prefer the mass enslavement of their consciousness.

People living within these frames are entirely unaware of the sense of freedom being activated and embodied just miles away from their border. If they were to cross over - they would experience another reality completely.

When you move into a free state - South Dakota or Wyoming or Arizona, it is as if the air rushes in and an incredible quality of liberation moves through the entire system and atmosphere.

It’s an incredible contrast to experience.

Embodying the High Feminine

Now is the time of the great return.

Now is the time of the rise of the divine feminine, once again.

Now is the time of remembrance of her hidden ways so that we might make ourselves whole, so that we might fully embody her grace, her gentle and fierce wisdom, her compassion, her power, and her ecstasy.

For so long she has been in exile, both within the world, and within ourselves. This exile has caused a great sorrow in all hearts. For she is the expression of the dance of life itself, she is divine love, she is the force of nature, she is the cosmic dance that the divine masculine longs to merge with, to protect, and to uphold.

These wisdom truths are embedded within cosmic experience, and within nature herself. When we take up her divine spark, we move to a rhythm that is far beyond the confines of our civilization and the small labels we attempt to hide behind. We move beyond the falsehoods, into the embodied truth of her beauty and grace, which is not the grace of a man, who has his own special and powerful archetypal reality.

No, the woman’s template is different.

And even now, people talk about powerful women, and yet the women celebrated display qualities of masculinity. And men, they demand now to be called women too, replacing us, exiling us once again into anonymity. And we forget, we forget so easily who we are. This forgetting is interwoven with our internal power.

We forget the power contained within the cycles of the moon, reflected within our own sacred bodies, we forget the cry of the womb, we forget what it is to live and to love in a pure ocean of feeling, in deep and profound sensation of all things, without fear, without self-loathing, without self-degradation. We forget the labyrinth of her secret and sacred ways, which are not like the ways of men. The very notion of pretending that they are is an act of defilement, and a continued erasure of her.

I ask you, beautiful woman - what is it to stand in your sacred birthright, in all the beauty that you contain, and let it flow forth like the great ocean itself?

Now is the time of the great remembering, because a woman’s body, a woman’s power, a woman’s beauty is intertwined with that sacred ocean, and the incredible depths through which we have the capacity to swim, as we touch birth and death, both, within the time of the moon.

Women’s Sacred Ceremony

When we travel into sacred ceremony together, we give ourselves the opportunity to learn the ways of the spirit lands. We give ourselves the opportunity to remember the waters from which we were born, and the unique and exquisite nature of our soul.

For all of us, it has been a long journey filled with suffering and hardship and the deepest of sorrow. But there also is beauty, so much beauty - beyond the wildest imagination of the one who refuses to look.

When we learn to give ourselves over to this sacred way, we begin to trust, once again, the voice that calls us back into the heart of our own felt knowledge and experience. We begin to know the wisdom that is encoded within our cells. We begin to remember that we are part of a greater whole, a cosmic dance, and that each of us has a divine part to play, if we allow ourselves to hear the call.

This is what it is to know the self, and to celebrate the exquisite journey of the soul.

I offer a Women’s Ceremony monthly on the Saturday closest to the New Moon.

This is your invitation.

Love as the Deepest Resistance

I have come to feel that the hidden and elite powers that be want us all to truly hate every fiber of our own being, for when we hate ourselves, we are weak. This is the logical conclusion which I have come to after experiencing the last two years of life in the evolving theater of our world.

They want us to completely deny and ignore our own experience and senses - what we see before our eyes, what we feel within our gut, what we hear through own ears, and what we deduce through the power of our reasoning.

They want us to loath our very nature and sex, our skin color, ancestry and creed, and replace any hint of the miraculous experience of the human spirit with their fabricated sense of an artificial and synthetic reality based upon a foundation of fraudulent science and scientific materialism. They would like us to abnegate all sacred responsibility for our selves, our souls and our nature, and give it over willingly to their synthetic and soulless empire. They want us to forget our interconnected origins, our shared humanity, the beauty and infinite potential of the human spirit, and they want to replace it with a fragmented, isolated, and synthetic sense of self, a transhuman reality where we bow down to their technology and their fake “meta” universe, a golden calf - entirely devoid of meaning.

Their reality is based upon sorcery and a dark magic.

It is but an illusion that they have spellbound millions upon millions of souls into believing is the truth. Whether intentional on their parts - or not - it simply does not matter. The end result is the same - the inward collapse of the human spirit, and this is what we must come to recognize, and openly reject.

In their dark reality - we must lock ourselves up, mistrust and hate our miraculous and sacred bodies, and disown our very sex. It no longer exists.

We must loath our history, heritage and ancestry, and dissociate ourselves from any notion of our shared humanity.

We must learn to live in a cage, learn to obey, and learn to tattle on our neighbors, all for the “greater good”.

We must see evil in everyone and in everything, especially within the stranger - the outsider - and the one who does not comply with their wishes.

We must see evil everywhere - except for where it actually is - right before our very eyes.

When we hate ourselves, we have no chance. When we loath our body and skin tone and heritage, we are lost.

A being without root is easily shaped, molded, and controlled.

A rootless being is weak.

No human being who loathes themselves to such a profound degree ever has a chance to experience the majesty of their own spirit.

A broken spirit cannot feel it’s wings.

A broken spirit cannot know it’s natural expanse.

Only a force of immense evil would demand such things of any person. In hating ones own being - body - heart - mind - soul - and ancestry - in ignoring ones own felt experience, which is the very language of intuition and the senses, we relegate ourselves to a prison of our own making, and we have no chance of true liberation.

We have no chance to fully awaken to our human divinity.

This is a spiritual war, a war of all wars against the very soul of humanity. This is why the deepest resistance now is a spiritual resistance. This spiritual resistance must be rooted in a profound love of humanity in all of its infinite forms, including a love of self.

To fill the body, each and every cell with ones own beauty and divinity is to awaken to the spirit within, the pure and supreme experience of the pulse of the divine flowing through each and every one of us. We can witness this divinity as the sacred spark in every human soul - and we can reject the notion of hatred of the other, of segregation of the stranger, of fear, and of the horrific and artificial reality that is being hoisted upon all of us. We can make no space for such horror within the cells of our sacred bodies, as we allow for the divine unfolding of the wings of spirit. In this way, we weave a shared tapestry of humanity, and we come to know ourselves through the eyes of the divine.

In the face of this sublime beauty, the enemy is nothing.

Majesty of the Wild - Writings on Freedom

Just in time for the Holy Days, I’ve completed my third and final ( in this moment ) raw and wild compilation of self published writings on our current moment in time.

In Path of Remembrance, I chronicle the year that was 2020, and our sudden and painful descent into a medical tyranny. I offer rituals, recipes, stories and movement medicine to fortify and empower the individual and community as we come to face a time that none of us could have fully imagined.

In Systems of Indoctrination, the second compilation, I contemplate the layers of mind conditioning that each of us has undergone, and through The Wild Path of the Soul, I offer ways to connect back into the unique and sublime sacred flame that exists within every human soul.

In the third book, Majesty of the Wild, I contemplate the nature of freedom and liberation itself, and why it is that our personal sovereignty and responsibility is the very root of our spiritual power. The more that we come to truly know ourselves, the more that we become fully sovereign. This is the very heart of the resistance now.

Each of these small books offer a road back into the self, and into the spiritlands that permeate all and everything. Through reconnecting to this ecstatic truth, and the reality of our very royal lineage, we come to claim our cosmic birthright. In order to fulfill this powerful destiny, each of us must walk through this sacred threshold, and become whole unto ourselves, once again.

This is an invitation to the wild of heart and spirit, to those who know in their bones that something is terribly, terribly wrong in this world. It is time to awaken, there has never been a more beautiful moment then now.

To purchase - click HERE.

All of these writings are also available for free on my website, under Healer’s Lore

A Country Divided

We are living in two different realities.

As New York descends into a state of emergency because of the latest “variant”, South Dakota remains wide open.

As the City demands it’s citizens show papers for the injection of experimental gene therapy serums in order to eat at a restaurant, go to a movie or museum, and generally participate in society, Florida has secured a mandate and passport free existence.

As San Francisco mandates this gene experiment for children in order to participate in school and countless other activities, New Hampshire has denied such fascism and allowed human beings to make decisions that they feel are best for their own families.

The red states remain wide open, the blue are in perpetual and varying states of lockdown, and so it goes.

As elite athletes and children and infants suddenly experience a mysterious and massive uptick in heart issues, half the population seems incapable of coming to grips with the fact that something is terribly, terribly wrong. And they press forward, and they deny, without question, without wavering, as the uninjected are segregated and discrimination against in their states, as more and more human beings are experiencing fatal blood clots and heart attacks, miscarriage and neurological damage, and this is only the beginning.

This is only the beginning.

Watching the level of denial, and the complete inability for so many human beings to come to terms with the reality of what is occurring is like watching a slow motion nightmare, a train wreck that we knew was coming. A train wreck that we desperately tried to warn others about. At what point do people dare question?

Some may never. Some prefer a willing captivity, an open air prison. It makes people feel safe in an unsafe world.

But the world has always been risky - this is the very nature of living.

Countless prestigious scientists and doctors silenced and deplatformed, and in the mind of the one whose allegiance is only to the blue and the total illusion of Democratic superiority, to pharma, and to the corporate state, there is a complete inability to deal with and comprehend the magnitude of horror occurring right before our eyes. For these lost souls, life goes on as usual, boosters are on line, papers are in order, without a single thought to the fact that mass swaths of people in this great country never masked, never injected, never played along at all, and we remain well. And we look on in total disbelief at the hysteria, the pandemonium, the utter propaganda that people have completely succumbed to.

This is no way to live.

It’s a tragedy.

It is a psychological study - revealing those who have the ability to think independently, to inquire of their own free will, to remain sovereign, and those incapable of deeper inquiry, who need to be told what to do. And these people, they need also to tell others what to do, which is a most insidious display of a small and dictatorial consciousness.

The Great Eagle Spirit

There is something so undeniable about the splendor of the west. Living in this land, one is constantly confronted with the power of the natural world. When you feel your own small body in relationship to the grandeur of a mountain, it is difficult not to be completely overcome by the monumental beauty and power of this earth, of which we are all an integral part.

Wandering these lands, one feels the profound and sacred order that is always at play, the deepest undercurrent of all life itself.

Today we saw a great bald eagle circling above - her wide open wings embracing the shifting current of the air, sailing through the high winds, a symbol of total freedom from captivity. This is a being so fully in possession of its power that it is impossible to look away. To look upon this ancient being and all that she represents is to look upon the greater spirit of humanity, and to see the wide scope of our potential, like the breadth of a wide open mountain view.

I imagine that the eagle does not feel small against the mountain. I imagine instead that she feels the sheer power of this great land radiating upward into her own strong body, whose force is conducted through the instrument of her wings beating rhythmically back and forth, like the movement of the tide, the dance of breath, the cycle of the day into the night, of summer into winter. I imagine she senses within her body it’s ancient wisdom, interconnected to the changing shape and form of the land. I imagine that when a powerful gust comes, she does not cower under her own wing, but instead beats harder - meeting the force of the current, knowing her own divinity - owning her own being in its dramatic and epic potential.

Perhaps this is also why so many souls in these lands truly value complete freedom of being. When you live amongst such splendor - when you experience the fierce power of these elements pulsing through the veins every day - it reflects in the experience of life itself, and the feeling of complete connection back into the very root of humanity, and the root of spirit herself. One cannot deny this power, this majesty, this divinity, for it is all and everywhere, and right before our very eyes.

In the East, these epic vistas are not as easily experienced, as the touch of industry and machine is everywhere. Life is lived through density, and the spirit becomes smaller - shrinking inwards in order to accommodate the thickness of the population, the compactness of the living situations, the density of the vibration. It is easier for the body and mind to become caged, as cities of iron and steel and invisible synthetic waves surround every living thing, slowly ripping us away from our natural and sacred order. The head disconnects from the body itself, forgetting that the sensation and feeling transmitted through this miraculous instrument connects us, like a beacon, into that great sacred order. The decapitated head alone is incapable of knowing this sacred order. The small mind is incapable of comprehending the doorway into the spiritlands.

But when one is confronted every day with such grandeur and majesty, the synthetic life falls away. Because in the face of the great eagle, and in the face of the great spirit herself, it is but shadowplay - a fabrication of immense proportion. This shadowplay teaches us to be afraid, to give away our power willingly, and to forget our sacred origins. It orders us to be small, to be cowardly, and to enslave ourselves to the gods of technology and their strange and dark formations.

When the great spirit has touched you, when she has whispered in your ear to remind you -

how expansive is your being, how royal is your origin, how interconnected is your life to the very fabric of the cosmos herself - it is impossible to hide away and to live in such terror. It is impossible to forget who you are, for one hears this truth in the song of the breeze, in the scent of the tall grasses, in the taste of the soil, and in the great mountain eagle before the eyes. The immense sorrow caused by this great forgetting is immeasurable, as it is that which has severed us from the cord of life and the invisible realms that coexist along side us all. It has severed us from our own sacred nature, and the great eagle spirit that watches over each and every one of us.

The land calls us all home, the eagle calls us home, the great spirit herself calls us all home.

The great ocean of remembrance is wide and deep, and the doorway has been cast open for all souls to step forward, and plunge, headfirst, back into the sacred waters from which we were all born, so that we might soar again in our own sacred splendor - free, infinite and divine.

The Mystery of Plants 🌱

Mushroom Castle that my mother and I crafted for my son made of wood, stone and shell.

We probably love it more then him.

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I believe, as so many others do, that we have grown along side plants and plant medicine through the eons. I also feel that plant medicine has been a catalyst for the expansion of human consciousnesses at pivotal moments in time, and has permitted humanity to sense more easily into the infinitely divine cosmic dance that we are all a part of.

We descend from spirit into matter, and now we find ourselves at the densest degree of experience as we transmute some of the most powerful shadow forms that we have ever known as a human race. So great is this passage.

But we are born from luminosity, and we have traveled many lifetimes to be here now, at this great and monumental turning.

We remember how to co-create worlds, to move in the sacred ways, the ways of the ancients, for we are they.

Those tools have been encoded within our DNA, and the plants, they remind us of such royalty.

They help us to remember the majesty of the human heart and spirit, and whisper to us the road back home - through the great metamorphosis - into the center of this Infinite and luminous cosmic tapestry.

The Inner Life of our Children and the Crisis of Imagination

When I look at our world today and the terribly misguided ways in which children are being indoctrinated into a culture that is fundamentally devoid of imagination and meaning, I am filled with a deep sorrow for their beautiful and wild souls. There was much that was profoundly difficult about my own childhood, but I feel an immense gratitude for certain aspects of my early life, in which I was encouraged to grow imagination, connection to the inner worlds, personal experience, and intuition. This profound gift has allowed me to come into ever greater relationship to me own living soul, and the deeper feelings of purpose and calling which have directed my life.

Children today live in a constant state of overstimulation and ongoing poisoning on every single level, whether it be physical, psychological, emotional and spiritual. From the time of their birth they are poked, injected, prodded and cut. It has only been very recently, and in part through the incredible guidance of women’s health pioneer Dr Christian Northrup, that women were even encouraged to be with their newborn infants in those precious vital hours and weeks after birth.

Of course, Dr Northrup, like all independent thinkers who dare question the dogma of the day, has now been cast out of the inner sanctum of allopathic medicine for speaking against the propaganda we bear witness to. She no longer is in service to the functions of the system, and so they have attempted to entirely slander her name and person. This is the system which so many adhere to.

These children are often taken from their mothers arms, now masked, forced to sleep through the night prematurely, separated at the earliest of ages from their parents prematurely and given over to strangers prematurely, so that we as a culture of manic adults can move on with our meaningless lives. All this in the face of what is one of the most profound and important experiences of adulthood, the birth of ones own baby. We as parents bow far too easily to the ways of this world, without the slightest of questioning, so that we might fit into the insanity of this civilization, whose demands have become increasingly dangerous and wildly inhumane.

As soon as the child is old enough, a screen is shoved into their hand. This practice is completely normalized. These incredibly open, vulnerable and developing minds are now at the mercy of the quick fix and over-stimulation that is represented by the electronic device, which teaches them absolutely nothing, accept to live life through adrenaline. Immediately thrown into a culture of addiction, drowning themselves in dopamine hits, these beautiful children barely have a chance to know themselves.

There is no development into the expansion of the wild beauty and terrain of the deep imagination, whose very gateway is boredom.

When we are allowed to sit in the quiet discomfort of the unknown, it is our own being that rises up to meet us. It is the infinite expanse of our own spirit that we come to truly know through time, exploration and experience.

This beauty cannot be known in the world that our children are made to inhabit now.

They are forced to read prematurely, forced to follow orders prematurely, forced to fit in and obey, all prematurely. Many are now largely being taught on computers, by computers, and there are those who think this is magnificent. This is not a path into liberation, this is not a path into soul knowing, this is not a path into joy and the every growing mystery of life, this is a path directly into one’s own imprisonment. We are walking our children into the claws of the beast, and most remain blissfully unaware.

Yes, we stand by, and believe that this is good.

We stand by and do not dare question this obscene logic. And now, we have the audacity to place the weight of the world on their small shoulders because we are not strong enough to bear it ourselves, we are not strong enough to simply say no. We dare to tell them that they are responsible for the deaths of others if they do not obey, if they do not comply. We dare to rob them of their innocence and beauty and force them into a cold and lifeless room, and in this way, we insure their captivity. We insure that they live a life in which they never know their own sacred being.

This fear, this horror, this imprisonment will be with them forever. All because we don’t have the strength to simply love and protect them in the ways that they need now.

We make excuses for ourselves and say children are resilient.

No, children are vulnerable.

Children need the love and support of human hands.

Children need to know that they are safe.

Children need a song and the woods and friends to explore with.

Children need to run, to feel the expanse of the land, and to be allowed the secret beauty of their own unique visionary life.

This is how a soul is supported.

This is how the life of the soul grows.

This is how visionaries are born, this is how we step into our inner destinies.

But we have been conditioned.

We have been prepared to give our children over at the earliest of ages to a system that does not care for their true spiritual growth.

Too many are now entirely willing to allow the lives of their children to be sacrificed at the altar of this dark civilization.

And this is the most tragic part of all.

It is long past time for the mothers and the fathers to step forward and stand between the state and their precious little ones.

It is past time for us to feel into our own ancestral, genetic and cosmic memory, our very human inheritance, and to remember how to protect our young.

When this most natural, innate response is reawakened, there will be nothing that can stop us from creating a world which is worthy of their beauty, a world where they are encouraged to sing the song of the soul, and to listen to the spirit riding in on the wind.

The Culling of Humanity

When you look at the medical freedom movement, which is the frontline movement against the total descent of tyranny, it is an incredible group of healers, doctors, scientist, visionaries, tradesmen, craftsmen, and proud freedom fighters comprised of all races, creeds, and sexual preferences. It is a group of wildly awake lovers of sovereignty and liberty who believe in the right of ever individual to live in the way that they see fit.

This includes living in possession of full bodily autonomy, and the complete right to determine what is done to ones own sacred temple.

This is a reflection of Natural Law.

But the media and powers that be, they would have everyone believe that we are a bunch of deplorable, white supremacist red neck anti vaxx racist sexist uneducated basement dwellers.

They would have everyone believe that we have been brainwashed by QAnon, somehow suddenly hypnotized into a cult.

They would have everyone believe that we are lunatics for reading the studies first hand, for looking at the money and power trails, for looking at who owns the media, who is colluding with the pharmaceutical industry, and who owns big tech.

They would have everyone believe that we are crazy for truly investigating what’s in our food, water, air, soil, drugs, and everyday household products.

They would have everyone believe that we are out of our minds for daring to question the sanctity of the western allopathic model, alongside countless brave and visionary doctors and scientists.

They would have us silenced and gagged, while they perform an ongoing and pre-meditated character slaughter of anyone who dares stand for freedom of being, and the absolute shaming of anyone who does not fall in line.

But we will not be silenced, because we’ve read the studies, we’ve seen the money trails and the patents, we believe the voices of the injured and innocent, and we know above all that we are on the side of beauty and truth, as we witness the culling of humanity.

We know above all that no force for liberty and good attempts to dominate another human being. We know it is only a matter of time before the house of cards collapses, and we are ready to move forward in the wake of this death. Though I suspect that their will be many who continue to hold on to the debris of this obscene system, and continue to call it truth justice.

Such is the degree of this mass denial.

Who is the deplorable?

Who is the lier?

Who is the cult?

Who is the tyrant?

Who is the monster?

Time will tell.

History will reveal.

It is the nature of the truth to break through the shackles of a great lie, and it is the nature of the cosmos to bring into balance that which is so tragically out of balance.

In the meantime, I pray for humanity, and her continual and complete awakening.

Embodiment as a State of Embrace - Moving into the Consciousness of Liberation

Terror is a powerful mechanism of control, and so many in our day and age remain completely lost in a sea of fear, and a prolonged and suspended state of fight-flight-freeze. Fight-flight-freeze is a necessary human animal response to danger. Within this state - one literally becomes disembodied, numb to feeling, and cut off from emotion while the breath becomes shallow and irregular - so that one might be able to take care of the emergency at hand. The adrenaline pumps through the system, and the body momentarily experiences a rush as it engages it’s primitive lower brain survival instincts.

But one cannot fully live in this disembodied state. After the initial rush, the system collapses, and then must shut down entirely to attempt a restoration. Shock often sets in at this stage, especially when we do not move to allow the adrenalized energy to exit the body systems. Very few understand how to allow themselves to go about this deep restoration, as these are tools which have not been widely taught and shared.

As a result, too many now live within these suspended pools of adrenaline, profoundly disconnected and estranged from their deeper feeling, wisdom and somatic intelligence.

This primitive response captures the energy of the body so entirely that movement into more expansive states of being and consciousness becomes nearly impossible. The somatic experience of terror prevents the human being from engaging in its natural spiritual evolutionary journey. When captured in this state, the human being is energetically frozen, unable to see anything outside the small picture of horror that has been adopted as the full and encompassing reality. This becomes a self imposed prison, which is a bodily experience.

But there is another reality.

This reality can be accessed by releasing the terror - and the terror must be let go of through the body. As animals naturally shake themselves out after a fight, or from fleeing capture - so we can also allow for this deeper somatic release that then recalibrates the entire system.

There are whole processes which can facilitate such powerful experiences of release, including shaking, sounding, and the gradual and conscious transition into a gentle, integrated and embodied experience of movement. Within these processes the breath naturally deepens through the diaphragm, becoming steady and rhythmic, a beautful expression of the dance of life that echoes the ebb and flow of the tide.

The shaking techniques dislodge the trauma and terror that have accumulated through the nervous system, and all systems of the body - allowing for a cellular release, and a cellular awakening. The humming and sounding techniques likewise gently resonate the whole system from the inside out, singing into the bones, purifying the energetic pathways, moving stagnant energy and allowing for freedom of motion within the being once again.

The shift into the power of gentleness teaches the whole system that it no longer needs to be suspended in terror, but that one can transmute this destructive energy into a healing force which is liberating, invigorating and empowering. We move out of a state of violence, fragmentation, and fear, and enter into a relaxation response - an increasingly conscious state of deep ease accompanied by a profound sense of well-being.

The experience of well-being is our natural state, as the entire system organically moves to integrate, assimilate and to heal itself when we support it. This is the incredible wisdom of the body, which reveals itself when we have the courage to feel deeply, to listen truly, and to bear witness to our own internal unfolding journey.

In this way, we can become the liberators of our own being, transforming the somatic experience of fear into courage, of grief into joy, of anger into equanimity. All of this is possible through engaging the incredible instrument of the body, and the forces which move through us.

The embodied experience is a state of embrace. This is a state where we are choosing to move towards our experience (physical, mental, emotional or spiritual) rather then retreating from it. Through this deep embrace, and the conscious movement out of fear, we can learn the inner alchemy necessary to overcome the darkest nights of the soul. We empower ourselves, stepping out of the mind of the victim, and into the consciousness of the liberator.

This is your invitation.

Born of Stars - The Great Poisoning of Man

The people who truly take care of themselves through food as medicine, fresh air, pure water, herbal, mineral and nutrient support, and the cultivation of a healthy emotional and spiritual life, naturally radiate their unique beauty.

This is not something to be jealous of or angry about, though this culture dictates that we should feel these ways. The radiance of such beauty should be appreciated and aspired to by each of us through our own unique ways. In our exalted forms, each of us contains the seed of such radiance within. But that seed must be watered and tended to in order for the wildflower of the self to bloom. Each of us must learn to take responsibility for that secret internal seed, so that it might express itself in its highest form.

We exist now within a culture which has normalized toxic lifestyles to such a degree that we are unable to actually speak the truth about what is naturally most supportive for a human life, and what is not.

The food and water systems, laden with lethal chemicals ( glyphosate, preservatives, fluoride and lead being some of the most offensive ) are wildly unhealthy, and a root cause of our overall decline in well-being, including the incredible rise of obesity, diabetes, hypertension, hormonal imbalances, cancers, and countless other ailments. We add to this toxic brew a mixture of medications, experimental drugs, lotions, gels, creams, powders, cleaning supplies, plastics, synthetic materials, and countless other household products that are infused with poisonous chemicals and substances, and we wonder why we have an explosion of autoimmune illnesses that change shape and form, shifting and mutating through the systems of the body.

Inflammation is the root cause of such ailments, bringing the healthy and balanced body into a state of imbalance, dysbiosis, and fundamental disturbance. This also expresses the logic of how we as human beings may have infinite reactions to toxic chemical substances pulsing through our veins. Each toxic substance mixes and mingles with our own particular history and story, and in this way can present itself differently within each individual, though certain patterns remain constant. Inflammation builds along these vulnerable fault lines, where genetic and karmic predispositions live.

This is The Great Poisoning of Man.

Along side this poisoning, the schedules that most human beings keep move in direct opposition to the natural rhythms of the days and the seasons, which we are also intimately intertwined with. We seem to be living under the total illusion that we can exist in conflict with these natural and cosmic forces, and that there will be no repercussions upon us at all.

We add to this the interwoven reality of a culture completely cut off from its emotional and spiritual life, which is the life of the soul, creating a perfect storm for illness, disease, depression, rage, grief, emptiness, listlessness, vacancy and apathy to take full possession of the human body, heart and mind.

No body system can fully digest and process the sheer amount of poisonous influences ( physical, mental, emotional, spiritual ) that are pumped through it in our day and age, and come out of this process unscathed. Considering this great poisoning, It is a miracle that we as human beings remain as vibrant as we are. It is truly a testament to the incredible wisdom of the human body, embedded within our very cells, which is a reflection of the wisdom of nature herself.

There are two rivers flowing now.

These rivers are moving in direct opposition to one another - one in accordance with the sacred forces of natural law, the other merging into the half-life of the synthetic and virtual machine.
When we step out of the flow of such incredibly destructive forces, which are the forces of this civilization, we fall back into the flow of nature’s divine river, which is the river of all organic life.

When we step out of the poisonous addictions of the inorganic stream, we cease to live in opposition to our own natural beauty, which is a symptom of self-loathing. We begin the process of allowing our luminous presence to unfold again through each and every living cell of our being.

We move back into alignment with our ancient and sacred order, the divine templates from which all human souls emanate, and we begin to embody, once again, the unique and exquisite beauty of our own being.

Do not be afraid to radiate this profound beauty, born of the substance of a trillion stars, reorganizing itself in the here and now into the incredible being that you are.

The Spiral Path of Freedom

The spiral path of freedom is the path for those human souls who are ready and willing to take greater responsibility for their destiny, and to begin to truly unfold their spiritual lives. This path cannot be walked by those who are not ready to take this deeper responsibility. It is not possible, for these souls are still lost in the wounded archetypes of their psyche, longing for mother, father, partner, guru, doctor, government to save them.

One cannot be a victim, and activate this divine evolutionary unfolding. One must step out of the victim consciousness willingly and fully, to untangle the hold that such a mind state naturally has upon the self.

Victimhood is a prison for the spirit, and reflects a life unlived, unloved, and unexplored. This is a life that willingly gives over responsibility of the self to a stranger, and hopes for the very best.
This cannot end well.

When we step into the path of liberation, we move into a current that says, we alone are the keepers of our soul, and the co-creators of our destiny. We begin to activate and embody the divine gifts which have been individually given to each of us, and we begin to become more and more whole, empowered and sovereign.

A sovereign soul does not give their power away.
A sovereign soul does not attempt to control other beings.
A sovereign soul does not ask others to save them.
A sovereign soul learns to awaken and activate within themselves the sacred flame that is at the heart of every human being.

Through this activation, the spiral path of liberation unfolds before us. Doors are opened, where before there were none. One begins to hear the call of their own spirit through the rhythm of the breath, the pulse of the blood, the dance of the wind mingling in the trees, the moon at night, and the movement of the stars through the sky.

When the doors are opened, the soul on the path of liberation walks through them when the deeper clarion call is heard to pass that threshold, regardless of what is on the other side.

The soul must be willing to journey into the deep valley, traverse the flames, and move through the dark night, so that the proper initiations can occur. Without such initiations, the soul remains in a holding pattern, unable to heal and integrate the wounds of the past, both personal and ancestral, and unable to transmute the shadow into the light, the lead into the gold.

This is an alchemical process that is a natural flowering of human evolution, when we allow ourselves to walk the path, and take ever greater responsibility for our lives.
This includes body, heart, mind, and spirit.

Once the soul truly senses the movement of inspiration through the body, once one begins to feel the spiritual wings that lift them into the atmosphere, there is no way that such a soul would turn and walk backwards into the dark cave again. This would be a walk back into ignorance and a self imposed prison. There will be times when we each retreat in grief, fear, and horror. But the numinous taste of freedom transcends all of these experiences, and connects us into an invisible web of spirit, exquisite in its beauty, simple in its truth, and all encompassing in its love.

This is the majesty that awaits all of us, the majesty of the spirit, when we learn to transmute our own suffering into the divinity of the self, and to let go the chains of our own self inflicted prison so that one might free the heart.
We are made to soar.

photo by Jeremy Frindel

The Fall of the Spirits of Darkness - Reflecting upon Rudolf Steiner’s Words in our Time

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“To be free is to be capable of thinking one's own thoughts – not the thoughts merely of the body, or of society, but thoughts generated by one's deepest, most original, most essential and spiritual self, one's individuality.” – Rudolf Steiner

I am a child of the Waldorf schools.

It is in my breath and in my bones.

It would be true to say I was steeped in the experiential philosophy of its founder, Rudolf Steiner, from the time of my birth, though I would not in any way call myself a scholar of his work.

But I most definitely believe that I feel the very spirit of his teachings, which have helped guide me through the labyrinth of my life.

When we look back into history - all of the truly great visionary human spirits, teachers and philosophers of every era have always been non-conformists, and have lived outside of the frame of what their society deemed as important. As time passes, we place them neatly within their boxes, as the system attempts to forget or erase the true nature of their revolutionary thought and spirit. These great beings and philosophers, including Plato, Lao Tzu, Gautama Buddha, Jesus Christ, Mary Magdalene, Mohammed, Sri Shankaracharya, Hildegard Von Bingen, Krishnamurti, Gurdjieff, Aleksander Solzheniysyn, Sri Aurobindo, Mother Teresa, Martin Luther King, these beings moved in every way against the grain of the cultures in which they were born. Each of these beings were, in the truest sense, freedom fighters - liberators of the body, heart, mind and spirit.

Rudolf Steiner (1861-1925) was one of these great souls, who was profoundly aware of the darkness embedded within our civilization.

I understand Steiner to be an incredible intellect, intuitive, Clairvoyant, and genius of profound importance to humankind, particularly within the spiritual life of modern man. He was a student of mystery wisdom, a student of the sublime, a servant of humanity, and above all a servant of beauty and of truth. He was an esoteric teacher of the highest order. His words still ring powerfully strong and true, a century after his death. His schools have sprung up now, all over the world.

He was also the founder of biodynamic farming, and the spiritual science of Anthroposophy. My parents were part of a small community of families who created a Waldorf school to house and guide their children, and I am forever grateful for those seed families who lead the way in the wilder lands of the 1970’s, when life was not so terribly codified and controlled, when rules were softer, more fluid, when all things perhaps felt simpler, or so I imagine.

Waldorf was the only educational world I knew for the bulk of my childhood. The curriculum submerged me into the experience of nature and the sublime creative living force within every sentient being. It introduced me to the realm of the spirit world. It guided me into the understanding that life is a divine and ever-unfolding mystery, a journey to be lived fully, freely, and ever closer to the pulse of nature, and in ever more direct relation to spirit.

Within the Steiner school - I felt invited to explore the intuitive and natural corridors of my own being in relationship to a community that valued every life within it. We celebrated the movement of the cycles of the stars, planets and seasons through celestial festivals which served to mark, year after year, one’s evolving relationship to the earth, and to the sacred flame within each living soul. We played music, we ran, we climbed trees, we made things with our hands and with our hearts, we experienced laughter, joy, and above all - a sense of freedom.

In Steiner’s own words - “Our highest endeavor must be to develop free human beings who are able of themselves to impart purpose and direction to their lives. The need for imagination, a sense of truth, and a feeling of responsibility—these three forces are the very nerve of education.”

Of course, there were aspects of the school that I struggled with, including the Eurythmy method which I never fully embraced (though I later felt it’s profound effect upon my life and intrinsic movement as a dancer). The smallness of the school also eventually felt stifling as I got older and began to outgrow the boundaries of the community. But as I entered into my early adolescence, it was the sense of being cut off from society at large that felt increasingly lonely and deeply isolating.

I am now incredibly grateful for this separation, as it truly served as a protection from what I have come to feel, in the words of Krishnamurti, is a profoundly sick society. But it was hard to fully comprehend that then as a girl who wanted so much to be a part of the world.

As a young adult I took it upon myself to read some of Rudolf Steiner’s books, including Theosophy, Art in the Light of Mystery Wisdom, and Cosmic Memory, alongside other profoundly important essays and lectures, including The Fall of the Spirits of Darkness.

From Theosophy I learned the spiritual foundations of Anthroposophy, which are

inter-related to Yogic Philosophy and Cosmology. These philosophies helped to form my evolving relationship to the subtle realms, giving shape to the ethereal and ephemeral experience of energy and spirit, with the fundamental principle being that the world emanates from the subtle strata into the gross, from spirit into mater. This world is born from the ethers.

From Art in the Light of Mystery Wisdom, I learned, from Steiner’s perspective, the very purpose and function of creation, which is to serve in the unfolding of the spiritual life of both the artist, and the one who beholds the art. From the Anthroposophical perspective, Art also functions as a vehicle into the spirit realms, and the invisible nature of sublime human experience.

From Cosmic Memory, I was introduced to the notion of the prehistory of the human race from the Anthroposophical perspective, including our relationship to Lemuria and Atlantis. This speaks to the perspective (which is also shared by the Hindu and Vedic cultures of India) that humanity is part of a much larger arc of evolution set in motion eons upon eons ago. From the viewpoint of this alternate timeline, there have been multiple civilizations and worlds which have grown and collapsed long before what we accept today as our own ancient human story. Our human history has been codified by people who know nothing of this great and ancient past, people who present this story as the only truth, when in fact, there are many who believe otherwise. This is truly the case for countless topics in our day and age.

I take all of this information in, and I hold it up to the flame of my own felt gnosis and experience. All, as I have continued to grow and gather knowledge that I move to transform into wisdom along the path of my own life. This is what Waldorf taught me - to be wildly open and curious, to explore everything, to consider all perspectives, as I honor the unfolding beauty and mystery of life.

This is the mystery path, unfolding itself.

I do not hold Steiner as the only word of truth, but I do hold him as a great authority on matters of the spirit. I will always consider his perspective and philosophy, and I will always heed his words of warning, including and most especially his rare and prophetic statements. I will always investigate these perspectives whole-heartedly, and with a humble sincerity, for he was inarguably deeply tapped into the subtler spiritual forces at play within our world, forces that mass swaths of human beings are entirely unaware of.

Steiner spoke very clearly in his lectures about a pivotal turning point that humanity would come to face within the near future of our time. This in particular is detailed within his writings around the rise of Ahriman, and the building of the Eighth Sphere - an alternate and fabricated false reality of existence which would be interwoven with the world of technology, whose very foundations would be in direct opposition to principles of life, of the natural world, and principles of the sacred.

His writings from The Fall of the Spirits of Darkness are some of the most important of his works in terms of warning humanity of what he perceived as the very real war to come - a war of all against all.

Below, he speaks prophetically of the dawn of technology as the movement into the fall, and an integral piece of this great war:

“The commercial, industrial and technological civilization which is now in its beginnings harbors elements which will lead to the decline and fall. And we only see things straight and face reality if we admit that we are here beginning to work on something which must lead to catastrophe. This is what it means to enter into iron necessity. It is not a matter of avoiding things but of getting a clear picture, real insight into the iron necessities of human evolution. Human beings will need to live with inner impulses which they still prefer to ignore today, for these go against the good life they want.”

-Rudolf Steiner – GA 177 – Fall of the spirits of darkness – Lecture 4: The Elemental Spirits of Birth and Death – Dornach, 6 October 1917

He also spoke very specifically about the dangers of future Vaccines from a spiritual perceptive, and the rise of what he called “scientific materialism”, that is to say, a tendency within the consciousness of man to literally cut spirit out of the human being, all in the name of progress.

“ The time will come, and it may not be far off, that people will say: It is pathological for people to even think in terms of spirit and soul. ‘Sound’ people will speak of nothing but the body. It will be considered a sign of illness for anyone to arrive at the idea of any such a thing as a spirit or a soul.

People who think like that will be considered to be sick and — you can be quite sure of it — a medicine will be found for this. At Constantinople the spirit was made non-existent. The soul will be made non-existent with the aid of a drug. Taking a ‘sound point of view’, people will invent a Vaccine to influence the organism as early as possible, preferably as soon as it is born, so that this human body never even gets the idea that there is a soul and a spirit...

“The two philosophies of life will be in complete opposition. One movement will need to reflect how concepts and ideas may be developed to meet the reality of soul and spirit.

The others, the heirs of modern materialism, will look for the vaccine to make the body ‘healthy’, that is, makes its constitution such that this body no longer talks of such rubbish as soul and spirit, but takes a ‘sound’ view of the forces which live in engines and in chemistry and let planets and suns arise from nebulae in the cosmos. Materialistic physicians will be asked to drive the souls out of humanity.”

- Rudolf Steiner – GA 177 – Fall of the Spirits of Darkness – Lecture 5 – Dornach, 7th October 1917

Indeed, the Waldorf schools themselves were established as a tool to combat the descent of scientific materialism, and as an antidote, a remedy, to the rise of the Ahrimanic force. The purpose of the education of the whole child is in part to infuse a generation of souls with the spiritual vision to actually bear witness to what is occurring, in greater or lesser degrees, within the etheric and spirit realms, and as the Ahrimanic forces rise.

Steiner described this force as culminating in an actual incarnation of a being who balances out the trinity of Lucifer - Christ - Ahriman. Many believe that we are in this critical time period now, in the time of the rise of Ahriman. This force, as is the nature of all true evil, disguises itself as good and cloaks itself within the light.

But the Ahrimanic force is a complete inversion of all that is good, and can be perceived easily through the study of occult symbology, for those who are deeply curious.

Steiner writes :

“Humanity on earth cannot escape this incarnation of Ahriman. It will come inevitably. But what matters is that men shall find the right vantage-point from which to confront it.

Whenever preparation is being made for incarnations of this character, we must be alert to certain indicative trends in evolution. A Being like Ahriman, who will incarnate in the West in the time to come, prepares for this incarnation in advance. With a view to his incarnation on the earth, Ahriman guides certain forces in evolution in such a way that they may be of the greatest possible advantage to him. And evil would result were men to live on in a state of drowsy unawareness, unable to recognize certain phenomena in life as preparations for Ahriman’s incarnation in the flesh.

The right stand can be taken only by recognizing in one or another series of events the preparation that is being made by Ahriman for his earthly existence. And the time has now come for individual men to know which tendencies and events around them are machinations of Ahriman, helping him to prepare for his approaching incarnation. “

-Rudolf Steiner – GA 191 – Lucifer and Ahriman – Man’s Responsibility for the Earth Lecture 1 – Dornach, 1st November, 1919

With the rise of the current regime and era, we bear witness to a level of control that I have never before seen in my life.

The free will of the human being, the ability to connect with one’s own divine purpose and guiding force, is a foundation of Steiner’s work, and infused within the system of the Waldorf Schools. This is not a system based upon obedience, this is a system based upon freedom of exploration, being, and spirit.

Again, in his own words -

“When one or another person has insisted: Dr. Steiner has said that such and such ought to be done, then this means that such and such a person wants to deliver up the free will to foreign influence, to let this will be determined, not by himself, but by someone else; he wants to make someone else responsible for instilling into the physical world a willingness to allow the free will to be fettered.

“Whenever people give way to fatalism instead of making decisions through their own power of judgment, they show their inclination to the Eighth Sphere. And everything that passes in this way into the Eighth Sphere disappears from Earth evolution, does not go forward in the right way with Earth evolution.” –

-Rudolf Steiner – The Occult Movement in the Nineteenth Century, Schmidt number S:3137

Whatever one believes about the truth of the nature of our time, it is clear to see that Steiner’s work challenges the very foundations of modern civilization itself, as all great spiritual philosophers do. This includes the use of vaccines, the perception of our superiority over nature, our movement to dominate one another, the rise of the world of technology which must be related to the dawn of the internet of all things and the very birth of Artificial Intelligence, and now, we witness the stripping of free will and natural law.

All of this has caused ever greater separation from the Spirit realms.

This is plain to see.

Given these elements, I find it extremely difficult not to perceive the incredible parallels of what Rudolf Steiner was warning humanity against, and what we are facing in our current time on Earth. Those who cannot see these parallels, I question the level of your ability to observe the forces at play.

We are now told that we are only allowed to believe the narratives of the mainstream allopathic models, that questioning is cause for silencing, and that following another path outside of their domain is a danger to the system, which must be protected at all costs. Let us make no mistake, the censorship that we bear witness to is a direct product of the Biden regime in collusion with Big tech. This administration has asked these platforms to silence and ban all dissenting voices moving against their narrative, “all for our own good”, along side the attempted stripping of free will and bodily sovereignty.

One Narrative, One World, One Order, One Reality.

We are told that we are only allowed to believe in this one reality, which is increasingly interrelated to a strange and virtual world.

If we do not believe in the splendor of this virtual ‘meta” world, an Eighth Sphere of sorts, then we are increasingly being labeled as dissidents of the state.

I find this absolutely terrifying. In a free society, there is no justification of this.

We no longer live in a truly free society.

So, when I see Waldorf schools of our day and age simply bowing down without conversation to the New Normal, which is the Great Reset Agenda pushed by the profoundly corrupt World Economic Forum, which is the One World Global Governance, which is the New World Order - as they call it in their own words - which is the rise of the forces of domination and totalitarian control, backed by the current regime, which reflect the Ahrimanic force itself, I am beside myself with disbelief, and truly heartbroken.

When I see people within these communities promoting the stripping of choice of personal medical decisions that are between a human being, their doctor, and their god alone, when I see not a single soul from my Waldorf past standing up for health freedom and bodily sovereignty, all foundations of Free Will, I feel a profound and deep disappointment over what the institution of the Waldorf school has become. It feels as though it has been largely assimilated into the sickness of our culture, sleeping alongside the masses, without a single conversation or battle.

I pray that I am wrong.

For in Steiner’s own words - “For every human illness, somewhere in the world there exists a plant which is the cure. I believe that there is a healing potential locked inside plants which is integral with their evolution, just as it is part of human evolution to learn to tap this wonderful gift of Nature.”

These Steiner communities were the communities who at the very least were supposed to embrace a naturopathic, homeopathic and holistic approach to health and to wellness, founded upon thousands and thousands of years of understanding the human being as a miraculous and integral part of nature herself.

These are the human beings that are supposed to honor all life forms and all living sentient creatures, and honor the movement of free will within them.

These are the human beings who are supposed to be teaching their children about freedom of soul and spirit, and the sacred order of all living things.

When one attempts to dominate another living soul - one aligns with a very dark force indeed.

Whether one chooses to inoculate themselves with a risky experimental gene serum which absolutely does not, nor has it ever stopped infection or transmission, with a growing list of side effects whose long-term repercussions remain entirely unknown, must be a personal choice. The moment you move to make that choice for another sentient being - the very forces that you have aligned with are Ahrimanic by nature, as they are based upon principles of domination which move in direct opposition to free will and natural law. That is the most simple fundamental line.

If one does not possess the honor and basic integrity to stand for freedom of choice, regardless of one’s own personal medical decisions - one is aligning themselves with scientific materialism, reflecting a hubris and an arrogance that is unworthy of souls who proclaim to be on the mystery path, the path of truth, and the path of life itself.

One is moving in direct opposition to the sacred order of all things, and has placed themselves firmly on the wrong side of history.

At the very least, we must begin to understand that the forces on the rise now are simply not benevolent. It is imperative that we quickly move to identify the forces that are attempting to dominate, which are by nature Ahrimanic, from the Steiner perspective.

I invite those within the Waldorf and Anthroposophical communities to truly consider whether aligning with these dark forces of control are for the highest good of humanity.

I invite these souls to inquire within their own heart, mind and intellect, if standing with medical totalitarianism is the path Rudolf Steiner himself would have taken.

In my own humble opinion, I do not believe that it is.

Embodied Evolution of Consciousness and the Wounded Self

The process and practice of Developmental Movement reflects a profound layering of our evolutionary consciousness. We move through these layers of developmental experience on a personal level, within the wombs of our mothers, as infants being born upon this earth, and through our own body and life experience.

We also move through these stages from an evolutionary perspective ~ as water born creatures, shape-shifting into amphibian and bird like formations, into mammals galloping across the plains, and culminating into our upright two footed human experience.

These developmental patterns represent separate layerings of understanding and embodied awareness. Each layer of bodily patterning and connection ~ including the Breath, Navel Radiation, Spinal, Upper/Lower, Body Half, and Crosslateral connections - corresponds to different stages of our biological evolution, as well as states of our consciousness and being.

For example, the Breath Pattern reflects our fundamental connection to Spirit, as spirit moves on the wind and through the air. The very first movement of the body is the pulsation of breath.

The Naval Radiation Pattern reflects the consciousness of the starfish, a water born creature who expands and contracts from the center of its form, building upon the animation of the breath patterning, relating to the world through this incredible water prism. This consciousness brings us into the somatic memory of being in the womb, attached to the life giving pulsation of the mother cord, directly through the navel of ones being.

The Spinal Pattern reflects the serpentine movement of a snake, traveling seamlessly from water, to land, and back again, undulating with its pure understanding of the incredible mechanism of the midline.

When we come into spinal consciousness, we come into the experience of head, heart, gut and root connection. Through this spinal consciousness, we connect to the profound possibility of human ascension - weaving together heaven and earth through the midline of the human form.

The Crosslateral Patterning reflects a culmination of these developmental sequences ~ and the movement into an upright land living creature, able to shift about freely upon the earth. This is a state of consciousness, as much as it is a state of embodied experience and somatic understanding.

Each of these developmental stages lays the groundwork for the next stage.

Each of these patternings, like the natural unfolding of evolution itself, reflects an accumulation of awareness. The layers build upon one another, spiraling upward in a never ending crescendo of flowering life.

Each movement pattern in of itself is a miraculous state, mirroring a beauty and natural order which is both mysterious and numinous.

When I imagine the human web of development on the physical, subtle and spiritual levels, I imagine a spherical net of almost infinite connections that we are weaving through the unfolding of our consciousness. This web forms an auric field, and is animated through the activation of the great energetic centers along the midline of the body, which radiate as an ever unfolding kinesphere of expanding human awareness.

But in order to experience the full symphony of the this web ~ and the numinous nature of Self ~ in order to sense the embodied beauty of the integrated life, each of these patterns / states of being / layers of consciousness ~ must be integrated back into the constellation of the whole person, after they have been fully explored and individuated.

Without this step into integration, the layers of the Self remain fragmented, disjointed, separate, as isolated stars within a galaxy, without perceived interrelationship and felt meaning.

When we are trapped within one of these fragmented developmental layers or stages, we are not able to experience the full freedom of being that is our birthright, reflected through all layers.

We are bound into particular ways and states that limit the expanse of our own body and consciousness, and our own embodied awareness. Through tethering ourselves to the fragments and isolated pieces, rather then the wholeness of the spirit, we seperate ourself from the cosmos herself.

We become, in this Is way, spiritually homeless, unable to intuitively perceive the larger organism that we are an integral part of.

I relate this sense of fragmentation and the corresponding suspension of consciousness that it causes as being interconnected to the experience of the mis- identification with the wounded aspects of the self.

The wounded aspects of the self reflect the hidden ancestral stories and traumas which are our portal into liberation, when we allow ourselves to take that path. They mirror our struggles with developmental movement and experience, and provide the resistance needed for true growth to occur. Without this resistance, without the suffering, there would be no fundamental desire to transcend.

But most are simply unable to walk through these portals. We have not been shown how to pass through such threshold experiences in our culture on any level. Most of us do not have the proper psychic and spiritual support and community.

Without such support, most understandably fear what might be found through the unraveling and deconstruction of such deeper ancestral and somatic patterning, and the shadows hidden within the embodied experience.

In this way, the shadow begins to hold sway over such individuals.

Through identifying with these suspended stages of development, we arrest our expansion, and disconnect ourselves from our spiritual power. We attach ourself to external labels, which have become ever smaller and more particular in our current time. Through total identification with the form and label, we cut the invisible wings of the spirit, no longer allowing it the ability to soar. We chain it’s majesty to the soil ~ relegating it to crawl upon the earth, eyes unable to perceive the heavens above.

Imagine if we were captured in the starfish pattern, destined to experience life only from this perspective?

Imagine if we were trapped in the consciousness of the Body Half left/right paradigm, and everything could only be seen and experienced through this prism?

The whole picture is entirely lost.

This reflects such arrested consciousness.

Much of humanity is now held spellbound by these wounds, prisoners of developmental stages of being that remain in exile to the essential Self.

Much of humanity seems at times unaware that by identifying only with these limited aspects of the self ~ by defining ourselves only through our wounded-ness and separateness, we limit the experience of our being and consciousness, and relegate ourselves to a life of isolation without greater meaning and direction.

Meaning and direction come only through the process of integration, and through the somatic experience of our wholeness. This wholeness aligns body, heart and spirit with the very wisdom of our evolutionary intelligence.

Without this shared sense of the mystery and the beauty inherent within the circle of humanity, we cut ourselves off from the life giving force of the cosmos herself. We victimize ourselves, creating a limited prison of our own being, refusing to allow for the very natural process that is the movement into wholeness, traversing all patterning into cosmic integration. We forget the circle of our humanity, we forget the evolution of our species from water to air to earth, spirit weaving it’s way through each and every stage, unifying every life.

This is the larger circle that I seek to integrate through, which includes every Human Soul, every sentient being whether it be rock, mineral, flora, fauna, starfish and bird, and all in between. Each being is engaged in the incredible process of becoming ~ a mysterious and miraculous unfolding of luminous ever expanding awareness, all pulsating from the same divine source.

I teach Developmental Movement within my Movement Medicine class for Women - which meets every other Monday

The Inversion of Healing

The mind state that health comes from a drug - whether it be pill or injection - is just fundamentally flawed on every single level.

And yet this is the behemoth that we in the health freedom movement are up against. This notion, even when simply stated, is so utterly obscene that I have absolutely no doubt we as a human race will look back at this time in disbelief - that mass swaths of people subscribed to this total fallacy.

True health comes from fresh water and clean air, sunlight, food as medicine, vital nutrient and essential vitamin and herbal support - which all serve to bolster the miraculous and natural functioning of the systems of the body, so that the body is healthy, strong and able to fight off dis-ease and to dispel toxins.

A toxic body is unable to function optimally.

This fact is so simple and straight forward, and is understood through all the great and ancient healing systems of our world - and yet we live within a civilization which is in total denial of this truth.

The unhealthiest among us - bent on the use of chronic drugs and toxic chemicals to bestow “health and wellness” - insist that we all use these toxic serums so that we might live as they do - in their false reality.

When one steps back to look at our situation from afar, this is the wild and wide view, where basic logic has been inverted, all in the name of “science”.