Into the Depths

Into the Depths

I feel incredible gratitude to the three women in my life who told me very specifically before the birth of my son that I should thoroughly investigate immunizations. I had been very aware prior to this time that these three individuals all chose not to inoculate their children, across the board. One of these three human beings is a very close family member who partially raised me, the other is a lifelong best friend, and the third is a newer soul friend - an incredible herbalist and medicine woman who I had the privilege of sitting plant medicine ceremony with, where we laid, side by side, embarking upon journeys that would alter our lives.

Each of these women I trusted, over time.

Each of these women had seen me at my most vulnerable, in the darkest of hours.

Each of these women had stood by me through my own shadow experiences - a task that not all human beings are capable of. In the face of this darkness, these women had shown me that they each were capable of holding the flame of light and beauty, when it was most painful to do so.

Such a rare and beautiful trait.

So, when these trusted and true women approached me separately, quietly, respectfully, well before the birth of my son - to tell me that it was imperative that I do deeper research into the pharmaceutical industry and the childhood V schedule - I was absolutely not going to ignore them.

I am so glad that I did not.

I took the time to do a deep dive research into the industry, which nearly took my breath away. The deeper that I looked, the more that I could not believe what I saw, and what I found.

Since the 1986 Act, which gave full exemption from liability to the pharmaceutical companies - we have seen the childhood schedule exponentially multiply the number of shots given to our children - from 10, to 30, to 50 and now to 70 doses before they reach 18. Along with it this we have witnessed an explosion - a literal tsunami of autoimmune, allergy, ADHD, SIDS, neurological disorders, and so many other conditions which point to incredible toxicity of the body.

We have witnessed an enormous increase in autism since the 1970’s, which reflects the work of Dr Toby Rogers PhD ( though the establishment continues to say “correlation does not equal causation” ). Something is powerfully wrong when we go from 1 in 10,0000 diagnosis’s, to 1 in 40, and for boys - 1 in 28. This is not right.

These numbers have likely shifted since I last checked. It won’t be long before it will be 1 in 20, 1 in 10, 1 in 2.

Mercury in the form of thermerisol, formaldehyde, aluminum, aborted human fetal cell lines and countless other poisonous substances form the basic ingredients of these toxic serums. We were told these toxic serums and adjuvants do not cross the blood brain barrier, which would be catastrophic, and yet autopsies reveal aluminum and other dangerous chemicals found within brain tissue, particularly of those diagnosed with autism, as well as Alzheimer’s. Glyphosate now ensures the weakening of the linings of brain and the gut, and all barriers of the body - which reflects the incredible work of microbiome pioneer Dr Zach Bush.

Then, the disbelief to see Hepatitis B injections, a disease primarily affecting drug addicts and prostitutes, being administered to infants days after birth, when a mother can be tested for the disease before hand to determine if she is carrying. All while the measles, which was never a deadly disease for healthy humans, has been treated like the Black Plague. My mother had measles, my grandmother had measles, we have lived with measles for hundreds of thousands of years. There is also strong evidence that such childhood diseases teach the immune system how to function and strengthen the child in the long term. And yet, we have a country terrified of childhood illness, which we have lived with since the beginnings of human life. Meanwhile, the injection only gives 5-10 years immunity, whereas of course natural immunity is superior - and for life. Every adult who has not had the measles is now at risk, as well as a potential carrier, giving it to everyone.

And yet we never speak about this….

And Polio has not been eradicated, this is total a myth. They simply changed the name, and now we have a whole new epidemic of V - induced Polio, rather than the wild virus.

Many were given cancer through the early Polio shots, African Americans were treated like lab rats in the Tuskegee Experiment, and we believe the government is no longer capable of such atrocities? Glyphosate in the food, Flouride in the water, and countlesss other catastrophic poisons including DDT and OxyContin, and we believe that the FDA is only benevolent?

And for these injections, there are no double blind placebo studies. There is no control group. There is no real “science” in this way. Their defense is that the injections are far too important, therefore everyone must be injected.

This does not make the most basic of sense.

Except, the incredible Dr Paul Thomas out in the Northwestern United States has practiced pediatric medicine for decades, and offered all of his patients the choice to determine their own child’s immunization schedule. He did not discriminate, nor coerce, he simply allowed his patients to choose what they believed was right for their family, and then collected the data. His practice demonstrates the most conclusive evidence we have comparing the injected and the uninjected.

The uninjected children are far healthier than the injected, in every - single - way.

This includes thousands upon thousands of children, over decades.

This is all detailed in his book, which the powers that be have attempted to ban.

Why?

All the while, these drug companies are completely exempt from liability if someone is actually injured by their toxic products. They have everything to gain, and absolutely nothing at all to loose.

I also found the work of Dr Suzanne Humphrey to be incredibly compelling. Through tracking the introduction of immunizations along side clean water and sewage systems, she makes a powerful and persuasive argument that the eradication of disease was not a product of drugs and toxic chemicals, but rather a product of clean water and better access to healthy lifestyle and food systems. This is all detailed in her book, Dissolving Illusions.

All this, while so many have shamed, ridiculed, and attempted to silence the mothers who have watched on helplessly as their children regressed, sustained injuries, and so much worse. I will never not believe the wisdom and intuitive knowledge of the mothers.

For my own part, after taking this deep dive into the research, after listening to the mothers of the V injured, I walked away having the very clear feeling that there was no way in Hell that I was going to trust the CDC, the FDA, the federal government and the pharmaceutical industry with the precious care of my only child.

For me - this was not so much a stretch in that I have always embraced the outsider archetype within, I have always allowed myself to question the mainframe views, and I have always been entirely comfortable in doing so.

I am not afraid to be an outsider in a profoundly sick society.

But I recognize that it sets me apart from a great deal of people in making these fundamental choices.

I am at peace with this.

The deep dive into this information was the background and prism through which I was able to observe the descent of the Corona “crisis”.

As I watched friend after friend unable to question any single part of the narratives being spun, I came to realize that my awakening in terms of allowing myself to create my own opinion through personal investigation and research, like so many other mothers who share a similar journey, had taken place long before 2020.

Like so many who have taken the passage above, and who truly comprehend the injustice and the corruption that we bear witness to within the pharmaceutical industry in relationship to government and now media, it was a simple step to begin to understand that all of what we see is not as it appears.

One must possess the simple willingness to look deeper.

So many simply do not.

But as the narratives crack and crumble, I pray that more do, and I pray that those secretly reading these words - reciting over and over again to themselves the mantra “ oh, she’s just gone mad, she’s just gone crazy “ - I pray that these good hearted souls take the courage to look a little deeper, beneath the surface, into the dark of the waters - the place where I call home.

There is much there for you to find.

I am ever grateful to the trinity of women who had the courage to tell me to look.

I emulate them - as I offer this invitation to each of you into the shadow depths, to witness what is actually there.

All is not as it seems.

The Wounds of Our Children

We are teaching an entire generation of children to be terrified of their bodies, terrified of their breath, and terrified of the very life pulsing through their veins.

We are conditioning an entire generation to be afraid to touch, afraid to sweat, to be afraid to sing.

We are indoctrinating an entire generation into a paradigm based upon a foundation of horror - that life is fundamentally to be feared.

Children are vulnerable.

Their minds are like supple sponges absorbing all and everything around them.

Do you think that the terror and paranoia that we are hoisting upon them now will not haunt them

for the rest of their lives?

Do you think that offering them up as lab mice - when so many are being injured and killed outright through this experiment, all for a disease that they are barely at risk for - is somehow altruistic?

I believe in the right to choose.

I believe that we all must make our own choices, we are set to experience our own destinies, though so many on the other side of this do not believe this at all. So many believe that they have the right to make these critical decisions for others.

But I also believe in freedom of speech.

And children, children do not have a full voice.

I worry for the children of this generation - who are now literally being indoctrinated fully into this “New Normal”.

The New Normal - a culture that lives in terror of its own breath and is afraid of touch. A culture that cowers in the face of life itself, and teaches us that it is better to have our children hide in a hole and be hooked up to a virtual world, alone, then to sit in the sun, and to hold someone’s hand.

The New Normal reflects the mind of a world which is afraid of the very flow of spirit herself, a society who would rather give themselves up willingly to the altar of the machine, then to sing a song from the heart without a masquerade.

The New Normal indoctrination is their Great Reset. I am sure that those implementing this insidious agenda envision a fully traumatized and compliant next generation plugged into their internet of all things, obedient and complicit subjects in their transhuman empire.

The horrors of this time will be felt for generations upon generations to come.

Except, the human spirit is miraculous.

And I have no doubt that there will be a small group - that despite the conditioning, despite the programming to hate their own breath and body, and the very pulse of life itself, there will be a group of souls who miraculously escape this tyranny of mind and being, this prison of the spirit.

They will be traumatized, no doubt.

But they will escape.

My greatest prayer for these beautiful children is that the wounds being inflicted upon them now become their wings, as all wounds have the potential to be.

My greatest prayer for them is that they are given the enormous strength needed to transcend this stream of virtual horror so that they all might experience a great return, and walk the sacred path back home again, despite all that was placed upon their shoulders.

Through the Gates of Darkness

In this incredible moment in time, where so many of us have been plunged into our own interior space, where at times it seems as though entire populations are moving through a dark night of the soul, I have been contemplating more deeply the nature of shadow and light.

In the light, we grow as we are, and become more of what we are. We flesh out the less developed aspects of the self, we extend and spiral into our length and breadth and begin to embody a more refined beauty, which is the unfolding expressing of our seed form.

And as we reach upward towards the sun, we claim our voice, a voice that was birthed inside of the darkness, and in the deep night hours of this miraculous initiation experience.

In the light, we do not have the same capacity to shift the deeper strata of our being, and to transmute, alchemize, and completely rebirth the self. This is not the nature of the experience of luminosity. The potentiality of this transformative experience is held within the beautiful domain of the shadow realm alone, and the reconciliations that must occur through a dark night of the soul.

In the darkness we have the opportunity to experience the inner alchemy of the spirit, which reveals to us an entire substratum of the self.

As a part of this revelation, we are often asked to move through ever deeper individual or ancestral corridors of shadow and profound suffering, which may generate the release of enormous grief, anger, and terror. This is why so many refuse to walk into the darkness. This experience alone is too much for so many, and they wait and ripen on the vine, sometimes spending entire lifetimes looking the other direction, avoiding that which would send them into disrepair.

But this experience is a necessary passage, and a vital release, which allows the human being to move through the great initiatory fire, and into the calm of a farther shore.

Like a seed planted within the dark of the earth, like an embryo in the cave of the womb, through the interior experience of our own psycho-spiritual shadow nature, through that which remains untilled and uncultivated, we possess the immense opportunity to reclaim our own soul vitality.

We can see this power referenced again and again through countless cultures, pointing to the deeper experience of mystery wisdom and initiatory rites-of-passage.

When we close our eyes and allow for the opportunity to move within, when we open to the interior portal and permit ourselves to be with what is, without judgement, the pure nature of this experience is one of immense transformation.

The whole of our being has the opportunity to move through a process not unlike the larva shapeshifting into a butterfly. This process, painful as it is, is one of radical change, and becomes the single greatest initiatory experience into the deeper castle of the spirit.

The great yogis of all ages sat inside the black caves of the Himalayas to facilitate this awakening.

Initiates in the Ancient Greek Mystery Schools were said to go underground into catacombs to enter into this rebirthing space.

The Knights in search of the Mystery of the Holy Grail, the symbol of spiritual awakening itself, were told to enter into the darkness of the forest, each through their own winding path, and to begin their great quest there ~ in the briars and in the roots of earthen shadow, so that the mystery of the forest of the self might reveal the secret of the rose.

Every single ritual initiation process asks us to move into the shadow, and become the luminary of our own journey. As we walk through the invisible pathways that inhabit these lands, we begin the process of seeing more fully the richness of our own being. Without embarking upon this interior path in the dark wilderness, we cannot experience the descent of the light, we cannot fully know the gift of the rise of the sun, and the bliss of dawn on a new world.

The darkness is the place of the great return, it is the movement closer into eternity, and the seed form of every human soul. It is the place where the deeper alchemy unfolds, and where the template for growth is established, where the greater destiny of the soul resides. If we never have the courage to enter through these dark gates, we can never retrieve our own greater destiny, and move to regenerate the divine blueprint that so many souls have yet to experience.

As seekers on the path, we must cultivate the courage to embrace the shadow, and move into the sacred womb space that may elicit such grief and terror. Within the cave of our own dark night, we move to shine the light of awareness through the vastness of this interior space.

The larger question for each seeker should be not whether we enter through these initiatory gates if the call is clearly heard ~ for this space is the prerequisite for the reclamation of the life of soul.

The questions must be around how we set ourselves up for the greatest victory, surrounded by those willing and divine beings, the Anam Cara of our life, as John O’Donohue has so beautifully defined through his monumental book ~ Soul Friend.

The Anam Cara will bear witness to these transformations, and will move to support us when we cannot support ourselves.

These are the friends that we need now.

All others should not be held so close.

For traveling into the darkness is the great work, showing us the road forward into an experience of illumination that is beyond our current comprehension. When we move through the dark valley, we fortify our spiritual life, coming to know our higher dimensions and potentiality, and we prepare ourselves for all that is to come.

Without this rebirth, without the courage to move into the dark forest path that is calling, then we will not be ready to birth the new consciousness that is asking so many of us to be born.

Awake!

Awake!

The time for silent slumber is over!

The Dark Night brings forth the New Earth.

Photo by Jeremy Frindel

Reclaiming the Human Spirit

Every aspect of our current culture and civilization is meant to take us out of our own embodied knowing, and the rapturous experience of the divine spark that resides within every human soul.

We are constantly told that we must trust external sources only, and that those who have the audacity to cultivate their own internal compass, those who may choose to make decisions that go against the ordained truths of this civilization, are now outlier enemies of the state.

This continued movement into total conformity of thought and being can only lead to one final place ~ a soulless civilization of complete homogeneity, entirely controlled by an artificial and elite governing body. With the imminent implementation of AI or Transhumanism, this civilization is moving very rapidly to sever itself completely from the majesty of the greatest aspect of our nature ~ the incredible human spirit.

How did we arrive at such a dark precipice?

How is it that so many humans beings remain in total and continual denial, wholly devoted to the superiority of this civilization, and the superiority of the human intellect over any notion of intuitive embodied gnosis and wisdom?

How have these shadow forces moved so quietly, unseen and unchecked?

How have we allowed this darkness to expand to such an immense degree so that there are those among us who actually believe that forcing ones will upon another human life could be in any way justifiable?

From my personal perspective, much of this reality is a direct result of our own unresolved personal and ancestral trauma, which leaves us deeply vulnerable to a predatory culture. This trauma is expressed through the territory of our undigested suffering and a profound sense of soul loss. Our great wisdom lineages remain largely in ruins, untapped, ruptured and broken by this “great civilization”. These lineages contain our collective soul memory, and shared human history and wisdom - and that which expresses itself through our personal and ancestral body.

But these memories are also archived within the human genetic code. They pulse through our blood and cerebral spinal fluid. They lie embedded within the strata of our bones, buried all the way into the deepest river of our marrow. These memories, this wisdom cannot be fully stripped from us.

The single greatest path to our own human liberation necessitates that we take the courage to unearth this sacred strata, and to experience the deep psycho-spiritual and somatic release of so much suffering. This is an expression of our undeniable severing from spirit. Through this sacred experience, we are catapulted into the sheer and rapturous joy of human life. This holy remembrance brings us into the sacred memory of our own divine human spark. This liberation lives in the miraculous blessing of the divine temple of the human body, if we were each to simply allow ourselves the great honor of this monumental and ongoing healing.

All that is needed is to begin to have the courage to listen to the stories that are being whispered through the voice of the body ~ through its sensation, intuitive wisdom, gut knowledge, and it’s myriad and profound states of being.

None of this has been taught within our current civilization. None of this has been spoken of by our “great institutions”, because they do not possess this knowledge. The intellect reigns supreme in their halls, and intuition, which is in fact bodily knowing, is erased in its entirety.

This great knowledge, held by the wisdom keepers of so many human cultures, remains largely obscured and hidden, accessible only to those who actively seek to experience this mystical and profound unfolding. This unfolding happens in spite of the civilization at hand, which reveals to us the enormous power and potential hidden within each human body and soul. We have been up against enormous odds, and yet the human spirit is eternal, and naturally moves towards ascension.

The cellular and cosmic wisdom that resides through the temple of the living body reflects the song of the living soul, with all of its divine longing. Through this internal listening, and the full allowance for the expression of grief, anger, and its undeniable mystical beauty, we move into the ocean of our own divine kingdom and the deep well of our personal and collective knowledge and experience. We come to know our ancestral mythologies, the wisdom keepers, and the great guides that are here to assist us all, when we actively open our ears to hear them. We come to know the angelic forces as well, unifying the experience of heaven and earth in the center of our being, as above so below, right in the middle of the sacred body.

But instead, this culture ensures that most of us walk through our lives surrounded by the ghosts of our past, unable to harness the incredible energies inherent within the nobility of spirit as a divine expression of cosmic being.

We identify only with the wounded aspects of the small self, and through this total misidentification - through an ever growing list of external labels given to us by an entirely sick civilization - we forget the greatness of our own unfolding being. We become shells of the majesty that is the human soul, wearing clothing that covers gaping wounds which lie forever unearthed, forever unexcavated.

We drug ourselves to sleep, we drug ourselves to wake, we drug ourselves to escape the grief, we drug ourselves to silence the demons, we drug ourselves to numb the heartache and the rage, and in doing so, we hide the exquisite nature of our true being.

Through this, we allow the shadow nature to roam, to grow, to expand ~ entirely unchecked.

And here we are, at the precipice.

And now, generations upon generations have been taught to outright ignore their own personal experience, sensation and intuitive knowledge. Through this simple indoctrination ~ we as a human race forfeit our freedom for a cage made by our authorities. We become hungry ghosts, empty vessels that are easy prey for forces beyond our comprehension. We forget the jewels of the heart, the beauty of the soul, and the incredible power of the human spirit. For in the face of this sheer beauty, the hungry ghost is nothing.

But for so many, this reality is becoming a tragic and open air prison. It is also a holding pattern of fear, exemplified by the physiological experience of fight flight freeze, which prevents us from accessing our higher minds. This state holds the willing forever captive in various degrees of terror and its corresponding lower brain experience.

All that we can do there - in that soulless world - is to just survive.

But, when we move to heal the lines, when we move to stand once again in our nobility of spirit, we align ourselves with such a tremendous beauty and mystery, the likes of which this civilization has no understanding of. We align ourselves with freedom herself, which is a profound expression of the human spirit in flight ~ a bird soaring between heaven and earth.

To be able to soar to such heights depends largely upon ones internal courage and conviction to live a life grounded in connection to the sacred inner flame that resides in every human heart. The only doorway to this flame is the inner road into the heart of intuitive knowing, the road that they so desperately do not want us to take. This is the road into our own felt wisdom and gnosis, this is the road into the depths of mystery, this is the road to beauty and to truth, this is the only path of true liberation.

I wish this for every human soul who longs for that flight.

May your spirit soar high above the sacred mountain ~ upward to its greatest heights, above the dark clouds of this collapsing civilization, grounded in the wisdom knowing of our shared ancestral root.

Rise of the Human Race

I love New York.

I will always love New York.

I have spent the better part of my adult life there as an artist. It was not the New York that I had read about in books - the corporations had long taken over that great city on the water.

But still - there is some incredible magic in that place.

I danced for 17 years there.

I met the love of my life there.

I had my son there.

Last year we left New York, after so many years, because we knew what was coming. We knew it was not temporary, we knew it was never about true health, and we knew we could not raise our child in that world. We were given an opportunity, a gift from the divine, and in May 2020 we packed all of our things and we drove west.

I wept all the way across the Verrazano bridge - wondering if I’d ever go back - knowing I was leaving an entire life - countless friends and colleagues.

But the city had very quickly become a dystopia to me.

Homelessness was everywhere.

The subways felt darker and darker.

All life was shutting down.

I spent my last hours there wandering around my old neighborhood, my son in my arms, with an endless flow of tears falling. All of the memories of life lived, and now - to leave this magical city as it felt as though it was dying, under siege by a ruthless and silent enemy that hid behind righteousness and fear mongering.

We tried to tell people what was happening, and mostly we received half smiles and total silence. Mostly, we were just ignored.

As the months passed, we watched from afar as the injections were introduced and celebrated. We watched the rollout. We watched France, Russia, Australia, and countless other countries rise, while America was mostly silent. And then, the inevitable introduction of the mandates and the passports were revealed. The dystopia at hand is still barely imaginable to me - that if you do not partake of a mandated experimental drug injection, you can no longer fully participate in daily living.

There is nothing, absolutely nothing that is normal about this. Those who believe so are deluded.

I have been watching that beautiful city on the water, praying for a greater awakening - praying for the rise - praying for the resistance to show its magnificent face to say - no more.

We will not comply.

And slowly but surely, our prayers are being answered by countless brave and magnificent souls whose deepest allegiance is to the human race.

The resistance rises.

The resistance grows day by day.

What gives me great hope above all else - what truly makes me weep - is to watch those on the right and those on the left come together to realize that we were never the true enemy of each other. If you are still living in that dichotomy - in that utter fabrication - you have entirely lost the pulse of what is occurring in this incredible time of transition. For the true enemy was never your neighbor.

They just wanted us to believe that it is.

To see right and left join hands and walk together as human beings should, letting go of the small selves and the labels and entering into a larger reality, remembering a greater destiny, it is truly exquisite to behold.

Freedom is our sacred birthright, and this birthright unites us all, regardless of race, creed, gender, and political persuasion. No one, no government, is endowed with the right to strip that from anyone, simply for not taking an experimental drug.

What they fear most is our unity.

Our unity is the driving force that will birth a new reality.

Our unity is the single most powerful tool that we have, and all that we need to do is open our hearts to realize that what we share is so much greater than that which divides us.

These incredible images are from the photographer Souls of a Movement (found on Instagram)

Cultivating the Warrior Within

We have all experienced the wrath of a mind in turmoil, unable to accept anything that is not sanctioned by this state as a possible reality. Perhaps we can recall our own thrashings, our own disbelief, our own rage and denial when presented with a paradigm which is new, threatening, and that means a certain death of our previous perceptions.

Witnessing this cognitive dissonance often looks like watching a caged and wild animal haphazardly attacking anything in its perimeter that dares come near.

Sometimes the attacks are cloaked in condescension, sometimes they are cloaked in a pretense of kindness. And sometimes the attacks are just simply rough and brutal - coming at you from the back of the head.

Those of us who stand for liberty and who stand for freedom, we have each been attacked ruthlessly by persons who are submerged in the dominant reality of our day - those unable to fathom a world that is not determined by this regime’s overlords. The attacks can be merciless and are meant to blame and shame, meant to discredit and belittle, meant to embarrass one into total submission and total compliance.

This is what the overlords so desperately want.

Total submission and total compliance to their very dark reality. This reality is based on the premise that the only way to move forward is to give all freedoms over to a completely corrupt regime.

This is the definition of madness.

It is difficult to walk through these attacks again and again. As a profoundly sensitive soul, I have personally struggled with the attacks. But slowly, I have also grown to see them more clearly for what they are. And through this initiation I have cultivated an enormous strength - where I no longer care what people think of me. I have lost the “respect” of countless people from my past, and have ultimately found it absolutely and truly liberating.

For I no longer need any approval.

My allegiance is to my own heart, and to the greater truth as I experience through the wisdom of my own body.

I have come to see these attacks as a complete reflection of their anger, terror and denial rolled into a single tightly wound ball of hellfire meant to destroy the will and courage of anyone who refuses to live in their horrible cage.

It is a tragic and small move which I have grown to pity to some degree - save for the fact that these captured minds and souls - who simply refuse to allow for another truth reality - are selling us all down the river through their obedience and compliance, and total refusal to stand for what is truly right in this world - personal choice and human sovereignty.

There are so many of us who will never embrace the very small reality that is being projected for us to bow down to. The existence of so many liberated beings has equally given me enormous strength.

Each of us can continue to cultivate our own relationship to the warrior archetype in a time when we are all called to step forward. Some of us are meant to fight this battle on the physical level, while others are meant to step forward with our hearts or intellect. Still, there are others who are spiritual leaders, meant to empart the deeper understandings of this great ordeal of our era.

Each of us has a role, each of us is needed, each of us is called to know our gifts and to empower our voice. The fires of initiation that we each have walked through previously, as well as within this last year and a half, have given us more strength, courage and a deep resilience to stand in the middle of the sacred circle - without wavering.

Indeed, we have prepared our whole lives to stand in such a time.

I bow to each of you, great warriors of our era.

Return to the Holy Mountain ~ The War for the Human Soul

There are many layers to what is occurring now on Earth. Each layer reveals a deeper strata of spiritual meaning around the issues that we currently face.

Each layer becomes an initiation into the cup of the hidden waters of truth.

At each level, there is a battle being fought by countless human souls, one moment at a time. Each layer brings us closer into the core of the matter, which too many human beings seem not to have the capability to face.

There is a Great War at hand.

Many remain blissfully unaware of this Great War, and this is the genius of it all. Many believe that this is all for our own good, that the movement towards the total domination of the human body, soul and spirit is somehow a perfectly necessary step in the battle of an invisible virus.

This is a war that has been prophesied by countless cultural mythologies, sacred books, and human visionaries. Each prophesy points to this time in human history as pivotal - where we rise, or fall.

The great visionary Anthroposophist Rudolf Steiner spoke about this period through his prophesy of the rise of Ahriman and the 8th Sphere in his lectures on the Fall of the Spirits of Darkness. The visionary Guru of Gurus Sri Aurobindo and his partner The Mother spoke of the essential need for humanity to face a great evil at this moment in human history, or be fated to repeat the entirety of our current human epoch, all over again.

The Seven Fires Prophesy of the Anishinaabe peoples speaks to the bifurcation of humanity at this time, where some follow the path of nature and the rise of the human spirit, while others follow the way of the machine. The great Hopi Prophesies of our current time speak of an incredible turning, and the need for humanity to rise to our greatest spiritual capacity to face this monumental transition.

And, of course, there is The Book of Revelations.

Rise, we must.

Along side countless prophesies, we have arrived, astrologically, at the true dawn of the Age of Aquarius, the great turning of the wheel where that which was hidden in the deep and mysterious waters of the Piscean Age is now revealed through the cup of the Aquarian Water-Bearer.

Whatever one’s belief system, or lack thereof, we all must sense on some level the winds of powerful change that are being ushered in through our planet right now. There can be no doubt that this is an incredible time to be alive.

Many might judge these visionaries and these prophesies, many might scoff at astrological divination or sacred texts, but those of us who take the time to hear the voice of spirit riding in on the wind, we do not judge these things. We listen to their words, and attempt to discern their greater purpose and meaning through the language of symbol and archetype, and through the wisdom within our blood, breath and bones. We attempt to behold the truths held within these great mythologies, these many stories of our peoples, and we move to allow the soul to hear the call of it’s deeper destiny.

But one does not have to believe in prophesy, visions and divination to comprehend what is occurring in our present era. The prophesies, in my mind, serve to shed light upon the forces at play, so that the nature of these forces are more easily understood through the language of symbol and archetype.

But all that is needed to truly comprehend what we are moving through is a connection to ones own deeper intuition, a longing to know the truth, and the fundamental desire to be in alignment with the forces at work for humanities highest good.

With a developed intuitive sense, one can understand immediately that something is terribly wrong in our world today.

With the longing to know the truth, the seeker is born - and along with this - an insatiable curiosity to find the answers to questions that are not readily available through censored sources.

And with a profound commitment to the highest good for all of humanity, one would automatically refuse the notion that anyone need be punished or dominated for not adhering to the dictums of a corrupt and dying empire. A servant of the highest good will automatically understand that those who attempt to control others have always been slaves of their lower nature, servants of the shadowlands.

We as a generation bear witness to the largest transfer of wealth in human history.

We bear witness to the elite of the elite attempting to secure all power over land, water, seeds, resources and the human body, mind and heart.

We bear witness to the implementation of systems of surveillance and attempted control over the human spirit which have never before been seen in our world.

This movement into total domination of the human spirit will be implemented, in the eyes of the psychopathic elite, through the willing transition into the most diabolical aspect of all that we bear witness to - the inception of artificial intelligence - and the dawn of the mergence of man and machine. None of the fuller control measures would be possible without this key element.

This mergence is openly celebrated as the elite put forth the map of their desired earth future, including a complete biomedical surveillance state, and the shift into transhumanism. These planned implementations of pure domination are said to be for our own good, and will create safer, more manageable and egalitarian lives.

This is what all tyrannical forces implore us to believe.

Within the system that they are attempting to implement, and in their own words, we will own nothing and we will be happy.

We will be part of the internet of everything, hooked up forever to a structure that monitors our vital signs, our thoughts, our emotions, and our interior lives.

If this system is put fully into place, there will be no private space, for this act will entirely erase the notion of privacy.

The interior realm, the realm that is the most sacred and divine personal portal into the mystery of life and the threshold experiences of the human soul, this threshold will be no more in their imagined future world.

Through shifts in our own vital signs, this system would be able to determine if we were thinking unacceptable thoughts, feeling controversial emotions, or engaging in delinquent behaviors.

It could flag suspected criminals, while fast tracking the obedient and complicit.

This is a system that denies the existence of the incredible miracle of the human spirit, and moves to define us as a network of controllable chemical and physiological reactions that can be manipulated, short circuited and altered.

The internet of all things.

This is a system which denies the very existence of God. For in the mind of a psychopath, one does not need God, if one is able to play God.

The arrogance, the hubris, the sheer evil that this mind state is reflective of remains completely unimaginable to most human beings.

And yet this is the driving force behind the Great Reset Agenda. This is the driving force behind the mandates, the passports, the one world narrative, the domination, and the control. This is the agenda, though people will laugh. Read it from their own words, if you possess the courage.

Because it is there.

But you don’t have to believe me, you don’t have to believe the prophesies and the visionaries, the mythologies and the symbols and the ancient stories.

All you have to do is activate your own desire to know truth, and give your commitment over to the highest good for all beings.

No force for the highest good will ever seek total dominion over the human spirit. And this is the most simple, radiant and profound truth that could illuminate the entire world, if we each were able to sink into our own intuitive blood and breath knowing.

This is truly a battle for the human soul, against those who would literally attempt to chain and cage it, to deny and subjugate its very existence. These are not forces of the divine at work - no - this is a grotesque inversion of all that is sacred in all worlds.

This is the rise of the machine.

There is only one road that leads back to the holy mountain.

There is only one road that leads back to the sacred knowledge embedded within the divine mystery of our own genetic code.

I invite each soul to walk with with me, back into the light, back into your own sacred hoop, and know thyself.

Path of Remembrance Book Release!

Path of Remembrance Book Release

Dear Friends-

as some of you know, I have written a great deal over the course of this last year and a half.

These writings have flowed forth as a stream of consciousness downpour. The more that I have written, the more that these words have given themselves over to be inscribed in some way. In one sense, it has been a poetic transfiguration of the work that I have engaged in throughout my entire life.

This is the deeper work of embodiment, and the exploration of what it is to live a life grounded in spirit, dance and movement. It is also the mystical work and exploration of what it is to liberate one's own being, and to root oneself in the expression of soul voice, engaging practices of alchemy, creation and healing, ritual, and ceremony as the incredible instruments that they are.

I have compiled two separate books over the course of this time:

Path of Remembrance - Vision for a New Earth, and

Systems of Indoctrination and the Wild Rose of the Soul, a smaller companion book which examines some of the conditioning which we all have passed through.

Each of these books reflect this quiet and effortless shift into the written word as a mode of soul communion and expression. Beyond this, as I look at the movement of forces at play in our world today, I see these books as tools of direct healing, reclamation and remembrance.

As the great teacher and mystic Krishnamurti once said, it is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society. And this is where I believe we have found ourselves today, in its fullest iteration.

We can either move to liberate ourselves from the incredible chains that bind, or we can remain servants of an empire which does not even recognize the profound and wild beauty of the human spirit.

For myself, my path was chosen a very long time ago.

I walk the path of remembrance,

I walk the path of liberation, a spiral path of mystery,

I walk the path back into full reclamation of the human heart and spirit as a miraculous expression of the divine and cosmic forces of nature.

I am honored by your presence in walking by my side.

Below, you can find links to purchase these

two written offerings.

Path of Remembrance

Vision for a New Earth

Now Available for purchase through Blurb Books by clicking this link:

https://www.blurb.com/b/10793463

Systems of Indoctrination and

The Wild Rose of the Soul

Now available for purchase through Blurb Books by clicking the link:

https://www.blurb.com/b/10788769

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Mystery of Beauty and Truth

It is incredible to witness human beings within the freedom loving resistance communities tear each other down. Factions are growing and massive divisions are occurring. I suppose this is a natural outgrowth of our unresolved pain and trauma, which are being so utilized against us all now. People are insisting on their undeniable rightness, which is the very quality that we are in battle against. People are attempting to dominate each other, just like this administration is attempting to dominate us all.

There are a million mysteries to what we are moving through, and it benefits us to hold the truth as sacred, while honoring other human beings perspectives and opinions.

It seems to me that we should be moving to unify under the larger umbrella which unites us all in our love of freedom and bodily sovereignty - and truly begin to understand the greater war that we each face. This spiritual war is one which must be worked with first within our own selves, identifying our shadow nature, working with the incredible material of our own darkness so that we might turn it out into the light of day.

When we have individuated enough through this alchemical process, then, and only then, can we begin to more clearly bear witness to the external darkness. Then and only then can we honestly say that we do not hold the only and single truth, but each of us is on a path seeking truth. Through this reconciliation, we are gifted the courage to step forward in this great spiritual battle, to honor other opinions and perspectives, and stand in the ways that ones soul is called to stand.

There are as many ways to stand within this sovereign soul song as there are human beings upon this earth.

What unites us is our love of freedom.

Each of us has a spiritual responsibility to resist in the ways that suit our own unique gifts. One will never be like another - though that is what they want us to believe - that we are all just the same.

Some stand in the name of data and science.

Some stand in the name of medicine and healing.

Some stand in the name of nature.

Some stand in the name of spirit.

Some stand in the name of our children.

Some stand in the name of beauty and truth.

None of us have all of the answers.

But together, we understand more.

Like the incredible brilliance of the root system of trees, who pass information and experience underground, and learn from the central mother tree, our organism grows through our shared experience. Through each of us tapping into our own wisdom line, the ancestral flame, the memory of what we truly are, and what we meant to be, we each have the potential to heal those lines, right what has been wronged, and give our hearts to the beauty of a shared future vision.

Without this beauty which is interwoven with the mystery of truth, we are nothing, And we will fail.

Let us rise up to our better natures,

for we have work to do.

The Welfare of the People has always been the Alibi of Tyrants

“ Of all tyrannies, a tyranny sincerely exercised for the good of its victims may be the most oppressive. It would be better to live under robber barons than under omnipotent moral busybodies. The robber baron's cruelty may sometimes sleep, his cupidity may at some point be satiated; but those who torment us for our own good will torment us without end for they do so with the approval of their own conscience. “

~ CS Lewis

As we watch from afar the slow descent of tyranny upon the city that we used to live - I wonder how people justify it to themselves.

I wonder how my “old friends” feel going into exclusive and segregated spaces where only those who’ve taken an experimental drug are allowed to enter.

How utterly disassociated this justification is, the stuff of total denial in the face of medical apartheid.

I know that people say to themselves - I will not get involved - I will not choose sides - I will not add to this divide - but the truth is that now, if you are not standing with the ones who stand for freedom, you are standing with the oppressors.

You are standing with the empire and all of its imperialistic forces.

We must choose a side, because otherwise, your side is chosen for you.

This is not a time to be silent.

This is a time to rise.

This is a time to come together and stand for freedom of being, freedom of choice, freedom of voice, and freedom of spirit.

One’s silence is one’s compliance.

Yes, I wonder how my old friends walk the streets now, pretending that this segregation is for the good, pretending that forcing people to take experimental drugs against their will and better judgment is in any way sane, and logical.

“ The welfare of the people in particular has always been the alibi of tyrants, and it provides the further advantage of giving the servants of tyranny a good conscience. “

~ Albert Camus

Majesty of the Wild and Raw

As I look out upon this wild meadow, I am struck by how completely divorced most of us have become from the cycles of nature, and the cycles of life itself. Lying upon this earth, listening to the whistle of the wind, feeling the hot sun pouring down as I bask in the cool shade of a cottonwood tree, my family by my side, I feel held in her complete embrace.

But most of us could never survive in this land if we were cast out into it - because most of us have lost all skills related to human survival that have been past down through our ancestors for generations upon generations.

Most of us do not know how to grow our own food, to forage, fish and hunt, to make medicine and tend the soil, and to become true stewards of the land. Most of us do not know how to weave and to sew, to weld and craft, to carve and fashion from the strength and intuitive brilliance of our own two hands. We have washed ourselves clean of nature’s great embrace, and we exist as dependents upon a system which provides food, water and air that is poisoned, medicine that is toxic, and a life that is unlived.

Most of us have forgotten how to truly sing a hymn, dance a divine dance, speak with truth on the tongue, listen to the soul.

Most of us have forgotten how to weep,

how to love, and how to stand in the face of evil.

We have divorced ourselves so entirely from the living soil that we imagine we exist outside of its cosmic order. With our screens and our machines, our drugs and our dictators, we have placed all faith in the greatness of our intellect, and in doing so, sent into exile the intuitive wisdom of the divine feminine force. The great intellects of our time, centered in the city that never sleeps, ridicule those who have kept their connection flowing to the land, to the flora and fauna, calling them naive, ignorant, uneducated, backwards. And yet, these are the human beings who could survive exile, who could survive cultural extraction, who could survive a medical apartheid.

As we stand on this cusp and imagine the unimaginable things that this administration my attempt to do in the name of “health”, in the name of their one world empire - I look to those souls, raw and wild, in the land and of the land, who have never forgotten.

For we all may need their help now.

Mountain Dances|Abiquiu ~ an Invitation

Mountain Dances | Abiquiu

an Invitation

This movement poem is part of a larger series of dance rituals created in the natural world.

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In this incredible moment in time, this great turning of the wheel, I am called to remember our beauty, to stand in sovereignty, and to activate through dance the sacred points in this sacred land that I have come to find myself in.

In every place, there are these points - where the charge is more powerful, the veil perhaps more thin, the doorway between worlds left open. In these sacred places we can allow our being to reach through the liminal space, to connect to the unseen mysteries, the etheric web that upholds the light in our world.

In communing with this light through making our own individual medicine, whatever that may be

( medicines of dance, song, poetry, plant, elementals, dream ) we become a conduit for that light to channel through us. In activating these points, we knit a new mythology, and we raise humanity higher, together.

If we each, in our own way, return this land to the sacred, and return ourselves to the sacred, honoring our shared root, honoring the human and not the machine, honoring the practice of living in courage and not in fear, in freedom and not in bondage, in love and not hate, in unity and not division, we will rise, more empowered than ever.

This is an invitation.

Video by Jeremy Frindel

Medicine and The Great Mystery

“ If you wish to understand the Universe think of energy, frequency and vibration.”

~ Nikola Tesla

The human being is a miraculous organism. Our incredible design has evolved over millions of years to express a beauty and an intelligence that is masterful. Like the human soul itself, the living human organism reveals the presence of a mystery that is beyond our rational experience and comprehension. There are countless secrets to our human nature, consciousness and biology which may never be fully known to us, and perhaps this mystery experience is a part of the living soul of life itself. To crush this mystery is to crush her undeniable brilliance.

As we move out of the reality and understanding that the world is not simply a series of expressions of hollow physical matter strung together haphazardly, we exit a paradigm which has been in operation for hundreds and thousands of years. This paradigm has formed the foundation of western science, medicine, and understanding. This consciousness has forged the empty monuments and icons of our time.

Through this slow exodus, we begin the movement into a consciousness which embraces life as a miraculous chorus of harmonious and synchronistic waves and particles, springing from quantum phenomenon, shaped and molded by our thoughts, history, ancestry, feeling and electromagnetic experience. We cross this threshold of understanding into the experience of the unity of matter and spirit, and enter an entirely different world view than the one that is full operation today.

This new paradigm, which embraces the mystery wisdom of nature, spirit and life, exists in direct counterbalance to the strange powers that hold sway in our current consensus science, medicine and government, powers which express themself through all limbs and forms of this antiquated apparatus.

If we examine the foundational premise of the experimental injections being forcibly mandated all over the world, we see that the functioning of these drugs is based upon the inversion of nature's wisdom, and the subversion of our own innate biological intelligence.

The whole notion of the success of these injections rests upon an incredible hubris: the arrogant assumption that we know better then the miraculous movement of nature. Through these injections we attempt to trick nature and biology herself, relegating the wisdom of her ways to a footnote in a novel, when it should be the great book itself.

The foundation of such a consciousness - one that bases health and science on such trickery - is one that believes itself superior to the natural world in every single way. This is a consciousness which has extracted itself from biological and cellular wisdom, and has the ignorance to posit that nothing negative can come from this total arrogance and extraction.

This is the kind of material that creates a fertile ground for total human demise and descent into darkness. It reflects the movement to genetically tinker with, and to transform the biological and spiritual brilliance that has evolved over millennia. This is a pathway into the mergence of man and machine, the pathway of artificial intelligence, where some humans actually possess the grotesque madness to believe that they have the right to very literally play God.

I am not a scientist, I am one who seeks truth in the mysteries, one who beholds the wisdom and incredible beauty of a flower, one who looks for medicine in the plants and in the water and in the good fresh air, one who believes that we have evolved along side the flora and fauna in miraculous and intellectually inconceivable ways, that the intuitive wisdom of nature’s brilliance is so wildly profound that to know this wisdom is to become one with the mystery of life itself.

The notion that we know better through our trickery, our hubris and our ignorance is so obscene that it is laughable to me. When we pretend that we are God, and forget the living spirit that pulses through all and everything, we move in opposition to this vital and divine force.

I would wager everything, and more, that the science of the future, expressed so poignantly by the sheer genius of Nicola Tesla, is a science which will operate in full harmony with the power of the natural world, and will support and bolster her divine functioning, rather then attempting to override her cellular and cosmic intelligence.

I would wager that the medicine of the future will not attempt to undermine such brilliance through treachery, but rather will build upon this miracle of life, and will celebrate every aspect of it through light, sound, touch, smell and taste.

I would wager that the science and medicine of the future will be interwoven with the understanding of the expression of consciousness as a quantum experience - and that we have, through our own potential, a profound ability to heal ourselves when we align with nature’s divine template, which is the movement of cellular wisdom and mystery itself.

The irony as I see it is that through this profound humility, through honoring the wisdom of nature and the sacred spark that resides in all sentient life, through supporting the natural unfolding of this profound beauty and mystery, we begin to know ourselves as a part of the divine living web.

We cannot experience our own divinity through treachery and dominance, but we become this divinity by aligning ourselves with the mysterious flow of life that sings in all things.

We can experience this absolute brilliance through harmonizing with these forces, and through this great alignment, we come to know ourselves as a part of an incredible miracle.

We come to know our own godliness.

This is the great mystery path that I have set myself on, along side so many others. The wisdom contained within these codes, within this divine organization - within our own DNA - is so profound that it is impossible to chain and to box.

It impossible to dominate.

It is impossible to destroy.

Like the great weeds that grow through the cracks, her profound resilience and beauty continues on.

All we need to do is synchronize ourselves with this beautiful movement, and watch the profound unfolding of our own sacred being.

May it be so.

The Process of Individuation

Carl Jung on The process of Individuation

( which is a process that walks hand and hand with )

The Process of Awakening

Quotes from the Women’s Ceremony of 9/11

“ And this being has body, soul and spirit, and is, therefore, the principle of life itself, as well as the principle of individuation. It’s nature is spiritual, it cannot be seen, and it creates an invisible image.

The help which alchemy affords us in understanding the symbols of the individuation process is, in my opinion, of the utmost importance.

Individuation is a philosophical, spiritual, and mystical experience.

Individuation does not mean that man has become truly human as distinct from animal, but that he has become partially divine as well. That means practically that he becomes adult, responsible for his existence, knowing that he does not only depend on God, but that God depends upon him. “

Break the Chains

“Liberalism is the handmaiden of Fascism”

~ Theodor Adorno

The left has gone mad, and I do not say this lightly. It has been captured by the globalist corporate forces that are moving very quickly towards a one world rule using fear and domination as their weaponry.

I say this as a former progressive who believes in freedom, liberty, sovereignty, unity, love. I say this as a woman who loves her family and this good green earth, who loves nature, spirit and life. I say this as a seeker, a mystic, as someone who aspires to healing and to wholeness. I say this as one who may disagree with you because of your choices, but would never dream of taking away your right to choose.

Watching the left rise as a segregationist cult who attacks anyone that does not believe in what they believe is chilling. Witnessing former friends parrot the agendas of an aspiring globalist empire is heartbreaking. Experiencing former friends shun me because I do not believe in medical apartheid is horrifying.

I do not say this as a victim.

I feel fully empowered in my voice and in my spirit, and in my right to move to choose my own destiny. I do not say this to even stoke the flames of separatism, violence and hate.

I say this because it is the truth as I see it here and now - and it must be said. It is imperative that human beings understand that if you are following the road of silence, if you are not speaking up in some way against the worldwide segregations that we bear witness to today, then you are in alignment with the forces of domination, imperialism and violence.

You have fallen out of alignment with with the sacred flame which seeks unity, freedom, clarity, harmony, and love.

You have arranged yourself along side forces that are the inversion of these great and noble principles, and no amount of convincing yourself that it is right will make it so.

It is time to step into the light, break the silence, and align with the forces for the highest good. For liberalism is the handmaiden of fascism, protecting the interests of the most elite, which serve to protect the interests of the bourgeoisie.

Break the chains that bind.

Photo by @substratumfilms 💜

The Fire of Initiation

All over the country, and all over the world, we have men and women who are undergoing an initiation. This profound initiation begins with the outright rejection of an experimental drug, or, the outright rejection of its accompanying medical fascism. Through this rejection there is a deep sacrifice, of all the privileges that go along with full compliance to a dying empire.

Within every ritual initiation process, we enter into a fire. The fire is a sacrifice.

Within the fire we are asked to release certain attachments. We cannot pass through the portal of initiation if the attachments are not released.

It is impossible.

But through this sacrifice, through releasing the attachments that we may have to society, community, even to our own stability, by placing our faith in the truth of inner experience over the dictums of an incredibly sick society, we grow in spiritual courage and strength.

Through this initiation process, we connect ourselves to the deeper strata of our being, and to that which is most important.

There are so many souls rising day by day, souls who stand in the sacred fire, souls who are walking through this threshold space to say no.

And with this no, each soul is also saying a resounding yes.

This is a yes to the living heart, and a yes to the living spirit.

This is a yes to liberty, to love, to life, and to freedom.

Through this initiatory passage, we awaken the sleeping lion, the one who loves all, the one who stands on the sacred mountaintop in the winds of freedom and beauty and claims sovereignty as an undeniable birthright.

This is the initiation that we each are passing through now.

The sacrifice is painful.

It is painful to let go.

It is painful to feel forsaken.

It is painful to watch brothers and sisters all over the world lose everything.

But I also see the power of the lion in the heart rising. This power is ushering in a deeper spiritual evolutionary process that is miraculous to witness.

When we let go the constructs, the lies, and the obedience to a sick state, and stand on this beautiful mountaintop within our own sacred circle, we stand for all of life and humanity.

We stand for the freedom of our precious children, and for our grandchildren.

Oh what a beautiful day it is, to have the privilege to stand with so many sovereign souls, for such great things.

On Embracing the Outsider Archetype

It was the great spiritual philosopher Jiddu Krishnamurti who said “it is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”.

Krishnamurti, in my feeling, was one of several monumental and revolutionary spiritual voices of the last century. Groomed from a young age to take the reigns and become the great master teacher of an entire lineage, he demonstrated an incredible ability to embrace the outsider within as he stepped down from his position, which was one of immense influence.

In this single revolutionary act, he became all the more radical and spiritually powerful.

His entire body of work came to be about liberating the self from all structures and systems which serve to subjugate the breadth and the beauty of the human spirit.

In embracing the ultimate outsider archetype, like many great masters before him, he was fully liberated, demonstrating through his life the incredible creative power which can be activated when one releases oneself from the tyranny of the known.

Through his books, lectures and teachings he bestowed upon us a wealth of wisdom. His small and radical book Freedom From the Known revolutionized my mind as a young adult, and could be a hymn for our current moment in human history (though I’m sure he might object). It is a liberating work which challenges the most fundamental levels of our indoctrination, and the sheer and profane domestication of the human soul and spirit.

This powerful tiny book inspires the mystic seeker to move to liberate oneself through probing ones deeper patterning, so that one might begin to break the chains that hold each of us captive to a “profoundly sick society”.

This book is a call home to the sacred sovereign flame of the human heart, and a call to reorganize the self in alignment with mystery wisdom principles and cosmic intelligence.

When Krishnamurti spoke of a “sick society”, we should make no mistake, he was speaking directly of the foundations of our current world and its operating paradigms, which have been in place for hundreds and thousands of years.

He was speaking of a system that would attempt to chain the human heart, mind and spirit in a prison of its own making, while we unknowingly walk deeper into our own enslavement.

How is it that we move to truly liberate ourselves from the structures that bind us, now that we are literally under immense pressure from the great globalist empire itself to submit to an ever growing list of rules and regulations born from their dark dungeons? These rules keep us continually bound to a world view that is myopic, where what is projected are but shadows on a cave wall in a much greater reality that is just beyond view.

The question has never been more relevant as we move into this monumental time.

I believe at this moment in human history ones ability to liberate the self rests largely upon ones ability to fully embody and completely embrace this outsider archetype.

One must possess the courage and the heart to walk another path, a path that is unsanctioned, ridiculed and villainized by this society.

This is the path which Krishnamurti walked so effortlessly, and so beautifully. This is the path into the wilderness of the unknown that he spoke of with such emphatic eloquence.

For it is imperative that we understand that one does not rise in power and influence within this society unless one moves to subjugate the power of the human spirit to the dictums of the Empire. Increasingly, If one does not play along with these dictums, then one is threatened with the loss of all status and all influence.

Let it go.

It is but a shadow.

We must come to truly digest and recognize this dark truth, and begin to source our creative power from the higher realms.

For this inverted Empire is entirely lost and crumbling, and knows nothing of true spiritual experience.

Through the deep and lasting embrace of the outsider within, and the outside without, we take the path into the wilderness. This is the path forged by Krishnamurti, and so many before him. This is the path back into remembrance, and into the sacred union of light and shadow.

For all that is sacred in this world has been cast out, has been pushed into exile. In order to retrieve our sacred birthright, in order to liberate our own selves, we must walk out into the wilderness, into the great unknown, and in this passage, we become the outsiders of this world, we become the exiled.

There can be no other way.

But in the great unknown space of the wildlands, in the mountains and in the meadows and in the expanse of the sky - I will meet you there.

I will meet you there, and there will be many, many others there as well.

And in this way, through this deep embrace, we return home.

I embrace this exile, and I embrace this return.

It is a great return.

And it is the only one worth fighting for.

Take the Courage to Stand for Medical Freedom

We are living in incredible times.

Over the course of the last year and a half, so many have lost so much. We are all exhausted and deeply concerned for what is to come as divisions multiply and elite power structures fortify themselves beyond imagination. We bear witness to the largest transfer of upward wealth in human history. These are complicated and incredible times.

Some of you know that I am a very strong supporter of Medical Freedom. I feel very deeply in my bones that each of us is entitled to choose the medicines that we take into our sacred bodies, and each of us is entitled to stand in this divine sovereignty. This is born from my life as a deep seeker, and the fundamental experience and belief that we are the ultimate keepers of ourselves - body, heart, mind, and spirit.
This is what it is to take full responsibility for our being-ness.
This sentiment is expressed through all my work in The Sacred Body.

To take this choice away from a human being is a violation of
the most basic order of human rights and sovereignty.

What I see occurring in the United States, and all over the world, I find deeply troubling. The rights of human beings who walk a different medicine path are being absolutely violated and stripped. People who refuse an experimental pharmaceutical drug whose trials do not end until 2023 are now being treated as second class citizens in NY, LA, New Orleans. Australia has turned into a police state. France is up in arms attempting to shoot down a "health passport" that prevents the uninjected from buying groceries. I find this all fascinating, and deeply disturbing, because the truth is that the experimental injections in question do not stop transmission of the virus.
This was always known. And yet, people believe still to this day that it does.
This is a fallacy.

I have delicately balanced my passion for sacred human sovereignty and freedom with my teaching work and community. But I can no longer be quiet, and pretend that this is not occurring. Nor do I feel that anyone should.

The decision to take any medicine, from my humble perspective, is a deeply personal choice. I have known people to be injured from these injections.
I have read accounts of death.

I stand by your choice, whatever it may be.
Do you have the courage to stand by mine?

I ask you to stand for freedom of choice in whatever way you can, as we witness an incredible division where the uninjected are being absolutely targeted and scapegoated as the archetypal other, the great villain of our times.

I would suggest to you that if there is an enemy at all, which I do believe there is, that it is not your neighbor across the street who has allergies to medication, and therefore should not take these drugs. No, this person is not your enemy.
The enemy is the elite of the elite, who willingly pit us against each other - black verses white, man verses woman, injected verses uninjected. Our division supports their domination. Their wealth and power has only been consolidated over this incredible period of time, while most all others have suffered enormous losses on so many levels.

If this is offensive to you, then so be it. I ask that you simply unsubscribe from my work. I believe that this is too important not to speak to, and too important not to address, as a woman whose entire body of work is around soul evolution and the sovereign sacred body, while witnessing the oppression of massive numbers of sovereign souls all over the world.

I will end with this thought.
When one gives over all bodily autonomy to the state, this is a very slippery slope, the stuff of science fiction nightmares. This is the path of mandates and passports, a path where there is no room for another way, no room for another truth reality. And this, in its most fundamental form, is medical fascism.

May the great spirit walk with all of us as we enter these incredible days ahead.

Welcome to the Awakening

The FDA approval, for those who have eyes to see, only serves to shine light upon how absolutely and deeply corrupt the systems that we live within are.

That these systems would ignore 600,000 adverse events, 13,000 deaths, all while the FDA & NYTimes ridicule Iver***, which has been used in humans for over 40 years, annihilating a river parasite that caused blindness in the elders of entire human tribes in Africa. This drug has unequivocally dremonstrated through multiple studies and over time it’s complete safety and efficacy in the treatment of the virus which shall not be named.

The Indian Bar Association is suing the WHO over this, because Iver*** works, and it is safe. This is a drug that is un-patented and therefore extremely cheap. And everyone knows it, everyone except the FDA and NYTimes, and those people who take what they print as sacrosanct.

We are living through a science fiction novel where the truth is truly hidden. I will say it again - I do not pretend to know the truth - I am only someone who swears to seek it out, and to live my life by what I feel is just and right. And what is occurring all over the world is not just.

But as I have said before, if you are not able to feel in your gut the incongruence of the many stories, the lies upon lies upon lies that have been propagated as the only “truth”, then there is no way I, or anyone else can help you understand that you are being fundamentally deceived.

But some are awakening - some are wondering how long this will continue…

Some are wondering what the hell is happening to our brothers and sisters in Australia and New Zealand, Scotland and France.

And some are wondering if a medical segregation in NYC and San Fransisco and New Orleans is really just.

And some are wondering if the experimental injections work so well to protect, then why are hospitals in Israel, one of the most inoculated countries in the world, overflowing with the injected? And what happened in Massachusetts?

Some are wondering why it was not made clear that these injections do not stop transmission.

Some are wondering why all the censorship.

Some are wondering why the disregard for the inventor of the PCR test, Dr Karey Mullis, who specifically said you can find anything in anyone if you look hard enough and that PCR should not be used as a diagnostic.

Some are wondering why the inventor of mRNA, Dr Robert W. Malone, has come out in opposition to the injection, and is now being slandered.

And some are wondering why top former ex Pfizer scientist Dr Michael Yeadon has also come out so strongly against these injections, and is now also being threatened and slandered.

Some are wondering why the totalitarian measures and why the one world narrative. For paths are many, and what is right for me cannot possibly be right for everyone else in the world.

This is only common sense.

But common sense does not mean anything anymore.

Yes, we have been lied to since the very beginning, since the Ferguson Model that was used to shut down the entire world.

For those who are beginning to question more - Welcome.

We have been waiting for you.

We are all races, genders and nationalities.

We belong, above all, to the human race.

We understand that if there is an enemy at all, which I do believe there is, that the enemy is not each other.

The enemy is the elite of the elite, hidden puppet masters in a game of chess whose wealth and power is immeasurable by our standards, and who seem to care only for their complete domination.

Rules for thee, and not for me.

We believe that it is much easier to demonize the other, the stranger who lives across the street, than it is to look deeper and to understand that things are not so black and white, and there is a much larger game at play here.

We believe in the right to bodily autonomy and freedom of choice.

We believe that you should have the very last word in what enters your sacred body.

We believe that freedom of being is our divine birthright, not because the government says so, but because we are human beings born to be liberated.

This is a great moment to be alive.

This is a great moment to connect with our ancestors and to remember our human legacy.

This is a great moment to be guided by our better natures, and to aspire to become the great beings that we came here to be.

LOVE

The War on the Sacred Sovereign Self and the Inversion of the Living Flame

The War on the Sacred Sovereign Self

and the Inversion of the Living Flame

I am not a great Yogini, nor do I have exclusive knowledge of the process of awakening. But what I am, what I have always been, is a deep seeker. I began studying practices of Yoga very early on, I began teaching at 22 (though it is of course debatable if I should have been teaching so young). The foundation of my embodied practice was always born from a deep and internal curiosity and thirst for both knowledge, and wisdom. This was combined with my life path as a dancer, through which my singular pursuit was to sing the song of the divine self. All this, to better understand and actualize my own being, to bring my voice, my body, soul and spirit into this world fully so that I might answer the majestic call of the living flame. I am grateful for the many wonderful teachers that have helped to guide my way.

My own personal practice has always been born out of deep self exploration and experiential knowledge. I do not, nor have I ever, taken for truth what someone else tells me, unless I come to it through my own personal somatic experience, my own embodied gnosis. Perhaps this is born from my stubbornness which has undoubtedly gotten me into trouble, but it has in this regard served me well. The spiritual and religious texts that I have read have been read through the lens of mystical inquiry, and I seek to understand any truth being transmitted in the center of my own sacred bones.

From a very early point in my awakening process, I struggled with understanding the hatred of the ego. Over and over again I heard teachers speak about the nullification of the ego, that the ego was ugly and bad and the root cause of all misunderstanding and harm in this world. From this perspective, it was our job as spiritual aspirants to make it go away, to nullify it, to wrestle with it, to slaughter it.

I found this approach ultimately to move in complete opposition to my experience of the sacred. It felt like a witch hunt on the Self. There was always something within these covert ego war tactics that did not sit well with me. I began to feel that this guidance, given by so many as the predominant perspective within spiritual communities, was very deeply mislead, at least as it related to my own personal and human evolutionary process. For how could I grow, if I did not honor my individual nature, experience, and voice?

It was later on that I heard tantric teacher Igor Kufayev say that the ego was not some criminal that we should drag into a back ally to stab and kill. That the ego principle was vital to a healthy awakening process, that without experiencing the healthy I, one would inevitably be lost in the process of awakening itself. The process is far to overwhelming and without proper preparations can leave many in states of in between, lost in the ethers for an undetermined time. This was one of the very first moments I heard a teacher give a wildly different understanding around the ego principle and the experience of individual soul evolution.

When I began to study with Dr Vasant Lad, a gentle and profoundly humble teacher who genuinely teaches from a tantric perspective, I found a completely different approach to the principle of the individuated self. I found the medicine knowledge that my soul had been longing for for many years. It was the first time that I heard a being express what I truly felt internally. Dr Lad spoke very differently about understanding the ego, the Ahamkar. Within this context the ego is the individuation principle of consciousness, a very necessary and exquisite function which brings the beauty, glory, and uniqueness of each of us into this world, a delicate blade of grass in a meadow’s sea.

When one does not possess a strong center, a healthy I, how can one expand out infinitely in all sacred directions? The center is the point from which all radiates, the sacred hoop of each individual world. The center must be defined in it’s sacred proportions so that we can unfold ourselves into the experience of cosmic consciousness and it’s sacred geometries.

I felt cradled in this incredible wisdom understanding - that at the root of it all I did not need to slaughter and exile my individual nature, I did not need to slaughter my own sacred blade of grass. I felt that through the awakening process the sense of I-ness would simply grow from experiencing the exquisite nature of the profound beauty of the self to encompass the experience of the cosmos herself. The personal-I is unified with the cosmic-I, a drop in the cosmic ocean.

This is not to say that we should not work to temper the ego experience, and to expand our empathy and compassion for all sentient beings in this world. This expansion of empathy seems to me to be a natural expression of the sacred I. In my feeling, when we hold compassion for our own being, we begin to be able to see how much suffering exists within the world, and we are able to hold greater love and compassion for others. We project our experience outwards.

This is my perspective, and it does not need to be yours, or anyone else’s. I’m sure that there are infinite ways to awaken, and as many paths as their are human souls on this planet.

I truly believe that.

But I will say this.

Many within the spiritual and creative communities remain in deep denial, bypassing the reality of what is occurring in the here and now on our planet today.

Much of this denial, in my feeling, stems from an inability to look deeper into “science”, the inability to question the dictums that have been made by the powers that be, and ultimately, the inability to honor another soul path.

Even if one does not believe what I believe, the total incapacity to allow for another truth reality, a reality shared by millions upon millions upon millions of sovereign souls, feels deeply disturbing.

This to me speaks of a deep loss of center, and a profound loss of self-honor. For when we are able to honor our own self, we are also able to honor another. Through this allowance, we no longer feel the need to control another human being, another human life, another human fate. We have the ability to release each soul to their own sovereign destiny, and hold empathy as a constant.

This deeply misguided stance is an epidemic, a mind virus, as self righteousness and virtue signals reflect total allegiance to the dictums of the state and fortify a complete lack of compassion for another reality and experience. I wonder now (as so many great spiritual philosophers have said is the case in the past - including Steiner, Gurdjieff, Sri Aurobindo ) if malevolent forces have not inverted the sacred sense of I-ness, the beautiful truth of the sovereign experience of the Divinity of the Self, hijacking reality very purposefully towards their own nefarious ends.

For the attack on the sacred sovereign soul is ongoing.

It is a war that is undeniable and relentless.

Those of us who who walk this path feel a deep foreboding as we witness so many attempt to deny, disallow, and to obliterate our truth experience. It is profoundly chilling.

For any path, any way that attempts to enforce itself on another, that attempts to control the fate of millions, simply cannot be aligned with the highest truth, and the highest good.

This is an inversion of goodness, an inversion of beauty, an inversion of truth, and an inversion of the living flame.

I know this to be true.